Intense convincing paranoia after a long weekend
Hey guys, ive been using drugs all my life (responsibly, mostly), im 40 now and my last 2 benders on day 2 ended up with me sitting in my room hearing constant police sirens and helicopters scared for my life. Its not just audible either, im watching my home camers obsessivly and see cops, mainly undercover slowing down past my house and hearing helicopters circling around my house.
The second bender is actually right now, im 2 and a half days in and it was like a massive operation was happening and one part of me understands there are gangs in the area but the other is convinced by all the weird shit aimed at my house, but also both times i found out nothing actually happened and it was in my head.
Has anyone experienced this? Its making me weigh up if its worth getting on it anymore. For reference both times were meth, molly and acid.
The first time i took, along with everything else 3 doses of liquid LSD, congealed at the bottom of the vile so 3 strong doses in about an hour and a half (stupid) and was completely munted for a very long time so i blamed that at first because meth paranoia for me doesnt get nearly as bad.
Would my age be a factor? Ultimately just a bit worried and want to hear if anyone else have had this happen, cheers guys.