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This happened recently and my head is still spinning. I feel disgusted, angry, and betrayed. Just need to vent this somewhere.
We were on a trip to Ujjain. Hotels were costly so we had to share rooms. I was roomed with my cuin (27M). On the second night the sleeping arrangement changed and my m*m (46F) also ended up in the same room with us.
Around 2-3 AM I woke up to rustling clothes, bed creaking, heavy breathing and wet sucking sounds. I thought my cuin was just watching something but stayed quiet and pretended to sleep.
When my eyes adjusted to the dark, I realized it was my mm and my cu*in on the bed. Her top was up, he was sucking on her chest while she held his head, moaning quietly. Then it became full on sex right there in the same room, just a few feet away from me. Bed creaking, whispering, the whole thing. I froze and kept pretending to be asleep the entire time.
They finished after some time, quietly cleaned up and went back to sleep.
Next morning both of them were acting totally normal smiling, chatting, making tea like nothing happened. I’m still in shock.
I haven’t said anything to anyone. Part of me wants to confront them but I’m scared of destroying the family. She has always been very religious and strict. This happened during a pilgrimage trip of all places.
I can’t stop hearing those sounds in my head. I feel like I lost all respect for them. Has anyone else dealt with something like this? Should I confront them, tell someone, or just try to forget and act normal?
22M and feeling completely lost right now.

This happened last week and I’m still in shock. I feel disgusted, confused, and honestly kind of betrayed. I need to get this off my chest.
We went on a family trip to Ujjain for a few days. Since it was a last-minute plan and hotels were expensive, we had to share rooms. I was put in a room with my cuin (27M) — he’s the son of my mm’s brother, a bit older than me, and we’ve always been close. My mm (46F) was supposed to share with my aunt, but somehow the arrangements got shuffled on the second night and she ended up saying she’d adjust in our room on a mattress or something. Whatever, it’s family, right?
Around 2-3 AM I woke up to rustling sounds — clothes moving, the creaking of the bed, heavy breathing, and then clear sucking sounds, like someone sucking on breasts. It was dark but I could make out movement. At first I thought I was dreaming or that my cuin was watching something on his phone. I stayed completely still and pretended to be asleep.
After a few minutes my eyes adjusted. I saw my own mm on the bed with my cu*in. Her top was pulled up, he was sucking on her tits while she had her hand on his head, moaning softly. Then it got more intense — they were fucking right there, maybe 6-7 feet away from me. The bed was creaking, she was whispering things to him, and I just lay there frozen, pretending to sleep through the whole thing.
It went on for a while. I don’t know how long exactly because I was too scared to move or make any noise. Eventually they finished, cleaned up quietly, and went back to their spots.
The next morning everyone acted completely normal. My mm was making tea for everyone, smiling and chatting like nothing happened. My cu*in was cracking jokes with me. I feel sick thinking about it now.
I haven’t confronted anyone. Part of me wants to scream at both of them, but another part is terrified of blowing up the entire family. This is my m*m. She’s always been religious and strict. And with her own nephew? During a damn pilgrimage trip?
I can’t stop replaying the sounds in my head. I feel like I lost respect for both of them overnight. Has anyone else been in a situation like this? How do I even process this? Do I confront them? Tell my dad? Or just bury it and act normal?
I’m 22 and I feel completely lost.