u/77depth12

sometimes i’ll randomly remember a conversation at like three in the morning and instantly know somebody was way more jealous than they tried to sound 😭

people always think they hide it well too.

but you can tell when somebody starts paying extra attention. suddenly they notice little things they ignored before. your tone. reply time. who else you’re talking to. they start acting weird over tiny attention shifts while pretending everything is normal.

and honestly i like that tension way more than i should.

i think that’s why normal dating stopped feeling exciting to me awhile ago. my brain honestly drifts more toward feeemdom, jealous cuccks, late night gooooning, virrgins wanting nonstop attention, random pegggging thoughts, and people secretly wanting control taken away from them while still acting confident online 😭

even stuff like SPH and ball busting stopped feeling “crazy” to me because now it all just feels tied into teasing, obsession, jealousy, and overthinking.

most nights it’s literally just low music, dark rooms, random thoughts, and everybody pretending they aren’t losing composure over attention anyway