MDMA made me feel whole
So I tried a dose of MDMA at a convention today and as opposed to the energetic sex-crazed high I was sold on I generally just mellowed out and stopped having so much anxiety so Ive come here to ask, is this normal? My head is normally a mess of thoughts that bombard me with anxiety and other negative feelings but instead I just felt like my head was clear. I have various mental illnesses of course but would like to explicitly mention my DID. Which as of right now (havent slept but I think the high is gone) just feels better, as if all of my alters got smashed into one spot and I was finally able to weave the threads until a rope. Im not sure any of this will make sense but Im mostly curious to hear what more experienced users have to thing