F32 was a freeuse toy for a place to stay
So a couple years ago i was on the verge of homelessness and needed somewhere to go fast, a friend who i only really knew for a few months offered a room to me for 'free'. I knew there would be a catch, and he made it clear as soon as i got there. I was his toy. It didn't matter what i was doing, i had to submit. And my stay was performance based, if i didn't satisfy him then he would kick me out and i was happy to consent to anything.
I woke up most days to him fucking me, and wakeup creampies are just the best. He also was..forceful to say the least, choking me out a few times and leaving some lasting marks. There were days i could barely speak from how sore my throat was from being used. Treating me like a piece of property was the biggest turn on and i sometimes regret ever leaving, but i felt i had to get my own place eventually.
We still talk, but he has a new toy now and sometimes i feel like i blew my chance at happiness by choosing independence over servitude.