Hi, Ever since i was young I've loved wearing bras and panties and definitely been more feminine, not manly at all. This was something I'd do very secretly, stealing bras from stores etc and stuff, wearing in the changeroom and humping my fist.
As I got older i started really loving sissy porn, imagining myself in their shoes on their knees for some super masculine man, sucking him, worshipping his cock. I recently in the last year bought lingerie and have been sucking dildos more and more while I watch this stuff.
I live with my dad at the moment on our own and I try to be really secretive with it as he's not the most accepting, not super homophobic or anything but yeah. I usually wear lingerie around the house when my dads at work, only time i get to really. Last month though dad got home early than i thought and he caught me in my lingerie, he cussed me out after a while for the whole thing, saw my dildos and stuff.
After a while dad calmed down and actually apologised and we talked about it. He said that he wanted to watch me suck my dildo if i was really a sissy. I did it, and one thing led to another and i sucked his dick. Honestly kind of gross at first as it was sweaty as fuck from work but i honestly loved it after a while. Was a bit awkward at first but he came pretty quickly.