Facing problem for getting into real TPE
Am submissive, am not new, i discovered this about 10-12 years ago,
Recently married like 3-4 years ago, my wife is natural dom, and am natural sub,
When i introduced her this dom/sub flr, she loved it and started taking control,
Everything was smooth, but am facing difficulty in listening to her orders sometime, which I dont like things to do,
I dreamed of this lifestyle but I don't know, we live with parents, inside room all fine, but outside room , she expects me to listen to her order or whatever she tells me and say yes and do that without thinking twice
But for some reason am opposing, when i understood opposing/ not doing will result in punishment, i do things but i show attitude which say like I do it but i don't like
She absolutely don't like it and punishment is coming to both physically and financially,
I know I have high ego, but I love femdom and TPE, I still do but don't know where am going wrong and how to correct myself to be good submissive .
I just wanted to share, if you guys know how to deal with this or how to correct myself do let me know
Thanks in advance