u/AffectionateBid3255

i took 100mg and then redosed 80mg for my first time at a festival. the next 2 days i had caught festival flu and that sucked, but in my head i was literally thinking of all the “locked in” shit and routines i was gonna start once i feel better. i feel way better today, my boyfriend bought me breakfast, im about to do a full self care routine and head to the gym, even thinking about cleaning my house. i had an amazing experience with mdma, ive never felt anything that great in my life, while i was on it, i made a pledge to try to achieve this feeling sober. maybe that subconsciously stayed? i thought it was supposed to make you sad after i never expected to feel motivated to better my life i lost my job right before my trip as well. can someone explain why i feel content and so determined??? is it the mdma or me? i have adhd as well if that helps

so everyone told me not to do it at rolling loud because the environment would suck, from a rap fan and edm lover this years lineup was great to me, so i decided to do it with my two best bros on the last day of the fest. i took 100mg and in 30 minutes was feeling the most blissful happiness and joy of my fucking life. i was dancing and moshing like it was my own concert, i made so many friends and great memories, the energy was just ecstatic literally. im a 4’11 18F woman, i typically enjoy crowded, chaotic shows with flashing lights and hard music but im always somewhat scared to actually mosh or get in pits because of fear or me looking stupid or getting injured… but holy fuck, i was the one opening up every pit, throwing water into the crowds, crowd surfing, screaming lyrics at the top of my lungs, starting chants ect. it truly was like i was on top of the fucking world.

when i got back to my airbnb we decided to redose, i took another 80mg around 6 hours later and didnt get the same energy due to the setting change, but still blissful euphoria at that. its the next day now, i feel just super tired. is there any tips for the comedown? thanks for whoever read this experience.