[m4m] 42 looking for perfect scenario to connect with a guy.
Hey, to be honest this will be a longer one, been lurking for a while and more importantly, have been fantasizing about this for years and want to get it right. I’m 42, married, “straight” but always wanted to explore my bi side and spend an evening with a man. I have fantasized about this for years, and although I have thought of different scenarios and scenes on how it would play out, a few things consistently reoccur. Assuming I connect with a guy, I’d like to establish a brief online relationship before meeting in person. Give some time to chat and make sure we are in same page I’m mostly looking to submit to and please a man, ideally a more dominante yet understanding and patient man. someone who may help in pushing me to make him happy. Discretion is crucial, I would be sharing some of those deep dark secrets that would crush me if exposed in real life. Tied with discretion is cleanliness, both when it comes to sti’s as well as overall general hygiene. I’m not looking to leaving our meeting panicking that I may been exposed to something. I’m not asking you to be tested, but someone in a committed relationship or limited partners would be a plus at making me at ease. Shaved / trimmed also appreciated. Finally, hotel meetup would be ideal, not wild about having someone over (kids stuff, etc).
If you’re still with me, now for the fun stuff.
Ideally I’d love to meet at a hotel, and you get me on my knees to please you and your cock. Make me undress you, make me take my time and explore your cock…rub it on my face, make me kiss it, suck it. Show me how to make you happy.
Just that in itself would be a success, meeting a guy and sucking their cock, but i am open to more (in order of interest).
Not really looking for you to play with me, but understandable that you’d want to. As mentioned above, would prefer someone more dominate. Verbal guys are a A huge bonus. Call me some names, tell me what I’m doing, have me repeat things to you, make me a little uncomfortable. In running with that theme, ok with a few light slaps, fingers in my mouth, maybe even spit on me. Keep me on my knees, or at least below you. The thought of a guy having me crawl to the bathroom and get peed on is very hot, but would need to be a very hydrated piss. The thought of sissification is interesting, love the idea of being treated as a girl. Love casting type porn, and always picture me in the female role. I’m fairly masculine and couldn’t pass, but if you had an outfit for me I’d wear it for you. Not that anal is a hard limit, not opposed but not seeking either. See how we connect first. When it comes to porn, love casting, heavy oral. Hookup hotshot, hoby Buchanan type stuff is always a hit, being married I like hot wife, cuck stuff. Often check in on most of the hot wife, cuck, sissy, bi-hetero flexible, ganbang and amateur sub reddits. When it comes to cuck, open to chatting more about it, if a couple is reading this with a cuck husband, the thought of pleasing a woman by pleasing her cuck is super wild and sexy. When it comes to you finishing, I want to make you cum the way you want to cum, but would need my mouth involved. Open to facial, not sure about swallowing but ideally you’re a heavy precummer and I’d have enough of a taste throughout our play.
If you wanted to get further, feel free to send me a note, let me know how I can be used to get you off. Please be serious. Thanks!
Update: never got anywhere with this but still up for it.