I am 29 years old and new to the BDSM seen. I am married and have a 4 year old son and we live in NYC.
I have a long time fantasy of being turned into nothing but an owned anus, to be used and controlled as a dominant wished. This is something I have thought about for a long time and decided to seek it out
The overall idea of the fantasy is that someone would own and control my anus, and use it when and how he wished. The fantasies vary a lot and get get very detailed, but was hoping to find someone on the experienced side that could make a realistic version that worked for everyone.
In the more extreme versions the dom lives in the same home and there are a number of rules and a lot of control.
I have discussed this fantasy with my husband recently and he recommended that I look into it more since it is often on my mind and I cannot stop thinking about it. Ideally would prefer to find someone local but relocation in the future might be possible