u/Anjas_secret

(I'm really trying to keep everything short haha, I'm sorry!)

But my absolute favorite part was when we were playing around in our cities woods. We were having a picnic, as usually. But then she asked me if I knew what scissoring was and she explained.

She was bold and glad to show me.

So she made us rub our crotchs together and the feeling of jeans was insane..

I remember this so vividly.. the way she looked at me, praising me for being a good girl and not having told anyone.

Then she touched me boobs and told me to kiss her.

Wow. The way I can't put the feeling into words.

We rubbed together for a while before she decided to take our pants off and told me to lay down and spread my legs.

She rubbed me and she said something about my own shaving attempt (it was NOT good) before putting our pussies together.

Never have I moaned this loud before. The heat of her sticky pussy against mine felt so incredibly mind blowing..

If she didn't pause a few times I would've climaxed immediately lol

And of course I came first and she continued until she also came.

I think it only took two months or so for us to recreate every photo in those YA and erotic magazines and some of the videos she showed me.

We still talk about it and touch eachother and sometimes we also have sex. She's lesbian and loves that my clit is so big and gets visibly hard and bigger, and she's the first person to have told me that I didn't need a magazine perfect pussy or completely smooth skin to be sexy and desired and that I was still beautiful with my medical condition.

(I'll try to cut it shorter!)

Soo, she continued helping me with shaving and she got bolder everytime.

I got curious and asked her if pussies always felt this good (Mind you I was a LATE bloomer 😭 and incredibly dense)

I remember that she explained some things about masturbation and that she's been doing it for a while, again offering me to help.

That night, she took an erotic lesbian magazine from her bag and offered to recreate some of the poses the women did.

The vibe was completely different than from we first found the magazines. This was serious and my heart was beating and my pussy was getting super wet.

Whenever we slept over at mine, we built a pillow fortress under my bed to watch ( definitely not pirated ) movies without the light being too bright and noticeable out the window. Didn't wanna get in trouble.

But this time, along with the lesbian magazines, she showed me videos on her phone. She googled 'sex videos' and discovered porn some time ago.

Once again, we imitated the people and models and it got so dizzingly hot while some movie was playing.

It was so erotic.. being under my own cousin.

She touched my pussy, kissed it, made me taste my own wetness.. it was so much and we did it everytime we were together then.

After a while I remember feeling a little bad for her doing all the work while I just laid there. So.. she taught me how to finger someone.

She was so sweet. Just imagine this super cool tomboy, baggy clothes, short hair and cool bandshirts suddenly soft spoken and gentle while she taught me how to touch and lick pussy.

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Like I said, it started as innocent fun.

But then she whispered that she'll hide the magazine in her backpack and that I can't tell anyone. Of course, I agreed.

Later on we found a couple more of erotica magazines and she took them all with her.

I think in the end she had about 5?

Anyway, whenever we had another girls night she'd always bring them with her, proudly imitating the seductive poses and expressions.

She showed me the models and proudly said that she can tell if boobs were naturally big or 'fake'.

I was completely fascinated because she just knew so much and was telling me about these things.

She already had a phone and it didn't take long until she knew was dildos, vibrators and condoms were.

I remember looking up to her just thinking how cool and smart and funny she is.

She taught me a bit about the female body and explained what a vagina and clit is.

As far as I can remember, I ended up pointing to one of the models and mentioned that mine looked way different.

(As a little side note, I was born with a hormonal imbalance so my body ends up producing more testosterone = more body hair and clit growth)

Of course she asked what I meant and asked if I wanted to show her. Under her guidance I did and she explained to me that hair growth was normal and that I looked incredible even with. But she also offered to help with shaving if I wanted to.

I said yes, and she actually did help me.

I remember being on the bathroom rug with my legs spread unnecessarily wide while she put shaving cream on me and explained everything I needed to know and I think that started my sexual awakening haha

Because after that, she'd regularly look at my bottom and help because I was too scared to use a razor myself.

I'm pretty sure my panties got a little wetter everytime she came over and I'm certain she noticed as well, because after some time she'd "accidentally" brush her thumb against my clit to make me squirm.

The story is kinda long, so I have to post it in more than one part- sorry!)

This happened a couple years back, so to stay out of trouble I won't name ages. But she is a bit older than me.

Soo, my cousin and I were always best friends, especially because we didn't live too far from each other.

We'd do typical girls nights, she taught me how to use make-up, do my hair and dress pretty for boys. She already had a little experience because she's older and extroverted.

One time was different tho because she brought a magazine called "Dr. Sommer", which is a german young adult magazine from BRAVO with all sorts of stuff, clothes, relationships, zodiac signs and so on.

But there were also pages about sexuality, less pornographic and more like, Q&As where the writers answered questions they got.

These usually weren't explicit but sometimes covered topics like masturbation.

This was my first introduction to masturbation and my cousin answered my questions about it and also kind of showed me where to touch, saying she wants to help me before I get too frustrated.

Then, some time later, we were visiting someone - I can't recall who exactly. I think it was a family friend who took us to their relatives. No idea.

We helped around the house a little bit, mostly just collecting old belongings and sorting them in boxes.

That's when we found a porn magazine in a top shelf. The image is burned in my head: a big breastfed woman seductively posing with some white, fluffy faux fur. She looked stunning and I started to feel a little weird. Aroused.

My cousin must have noticed because she pointed out my red face and the face I clenched my thighs together..

Of course we were curious and looked through the whole magazine, thinking it was funny to imitate the poses and overly seductive expressions. We laughed and touched eachother, but it wasn't really sexual. Just curious fun.