u/Annual_Astronaut_915

19M looking for someone to have a dominate me

I want a gurl who can dominate the hell out of me .

19M looking for someone to have a dominate me

I want a gurl who can dominate the hell out of me .

I want a gurl who can dominate the hell out of me .

I want a girl any age who loves to dominate man. I have a good body and a big one and will do anything if told.

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I m currently in class ... I am in a relationship for about 3 years. I lived in a hostel. So i meet my gf in insta from my one frnd. As for living in hostel we didn't had any mobile so like for months i couldn't text her but she was loyal and i was surprised she didn't leave me even after not giving her my attention. I just thought that i will be with her for some time and leave her. But the relationship grew stronger. So when i was in class 11 i was a senior in my school so we started bringing mobiles to the school qnd that's when everything's started. So we were in relationship when i was in 9 so from that time we used say 'i love u' to each other and talk,not much often but we used to do it. So i started asking her her panty colour and become horny and all. Then in 2025 august 11, i remember everything. Just while talking i asked her how was our relationship and she said"are we in a relationship". I have not cried even when my mom left me in a boarding school at a age of 12 but i wanted to cry now but tears were not coming out. That single thing hurt more than any punishment or beating i got from my seniors. We are still in a relationship but i don't know if i love her like i used to love her before. Like after that i pretend i was okay and like she was happy that we are in a relationship now and that she didn't knew we were in a relationship before. There's more to this story and it's 100% real guys my own fucking story.

So now even after that i gave my most of the time and attention to her even if in online. We only meet twice but she loved me or i think so and i loved her preety badly. She even did a prank on me once or not just idk about breaking up with me. This things left a trauma on me for a very long time. I was in science stream and she was 1 year senior to me but even during exams i didn't left her on seen. I was to reply back as soon as i see her mesg but she replied back after like 10 mins . I was very frustrated and yeah i failed in class 11. So i left my hostel life and came back home. My parents being upset about me and all the mental trauma i was going through and to adjust to a civil life, i was very frustrated. But she then also didn't left me.

Then after things become normal we started doing sextet and she could send me her pics in panty. She was a a very conservative girl. But like i should share her black big dick pics and porn and all but i can't send her my dick pic. It's 18cm and it's also thick but she said she only wanted to see mine in one time. What the fuck. After she didn't gave me what i wanted i tried in insta and my luck was good. Many girls wanted to trade and they even appreciated my dick and i used to see all these girls nudes and masterbate. Even after asking her she could give me only one pic in panty in a whole week or two sometimes. I started talking with other girls many girls proposed me and even shared there nudes but I didn't wanted to cheat on her. I was just trying my fantasy with people.

There was this girl who would share me nudes and talk with me call me baby and i love u. I didn't wanted to break her so i kept her but i didn't say i loved her. Now my gf has idk what but shows ego sometimes and i get very annoying and we fight very often. Like she wanted to sextet with me but i literally don't even get a hard on with watching porn and her fingers herself to black dicks only. So after she is done i am left to jerk off alone. This was very frustrating. And when i aksed her for pic she would pick a fight with me and says i will give u later.

So people tell me what should i do should i leave her.

I m from lokhra and i don't see many girls here and i want to make some frnds and preferably girlfriends who are interested in that.

I m open to everything and if any girls are interested mesg me here.