I was manipulated into letting a man finger me and suck my tits when I was younger. New to adult hood like brand new I still am at 20 but I was 18 at the time.
I was so scared getting into his car and letting him do that stuff. I also at the same time was so wet.
He fingered me hard. Sometimes when I am horny I wish and hope a man will do that again and even more. He even brought plan B for after.
Now I just wish he cane in me.
We didn't do much after the fingering and sucking tits but I sometimes wish we did since I never been had sex with a man before.
I am a lesbian, nonbinary asian person who was very nieve. I let myself talk to dangerous bad men online for a long time every day. I still crave it now. It's like I can't control the urge to get men, bad men's attention online. I love it and hate it at the same time.
I know I am a lesbian but I also can't help but crave cock, bad men's cock.