u/AzraelsWiind

Even though I do love all of this stuff the submission the humiliation the dressing up and I mean LOVE IT . I will 99% certain not act any of this out in real life . The most I will do is dress up which I do all the time so I'm thinking I'm probably not a sissy I'm just a cd because also I'm not attracted too masculine at all only the feminine. And I'm ok with that. I know there's levels too all this but I seen a post about giving up masculinity and the comments wore very out there and I realised I'm no where near that "level" of sissy nor do I want too be ..I enjoy my masculinity and my doll up time too.

When I have a drink I feel more submissive and lean into it more . It's possible it relaxes me more and I feel more comfortable too lean into my femininty. But I get soo 🥵🥵 not drunk either just one or two drinks I just feel ahhh let's get my dress n heels out . Xxx

Why do when we abstain become so needy..like I feel so feral the fact I haven't came In over 2 weeks now that I am up the wall. Thoughts are crazy right now. I'm currently away I don't have a cage or lingerie or even my heels . I'm meant too be enjoying my holidays but all I can think of is getting home and dressing up like a blonde needy bimbo. Xxx