31 [F4A] #Seattle - In me lives the desire to worship
Hello, I am Ellie. In me lives the desire to worship.
I want to be your slave and assist you however you deem fit.
I want to be in love with you, though I do not expect the same in return.
I want my greatest fear in life to be disappointing you and earning your wrath.
I am a masochist looking to satisfy a sadist. I want to flinch at your touch, even if you only mean to caress my cheek. I want to never fully predict you, and to always remain eager to please you.
I want to become a devotee, an acolyte, a worshipper, and I want the church to be you.
I want to lift you up and help you achieve your dreams.
I will not limit your relationships, nor expect you to see me as your equal.
I want you to look down on me the way a deity looks upon her subjects.
I do not expect all of this immediately. I expect to earn your trust, and for you to earn mine.
I want to trust myself in your strong hands, believing that one day, when the time has come, you will crush me into pieces and rebuild me for your purposes.
As for me: I am transfem, nearly six years into my transition. I’m 5’8”, around 160lbs. My hands are usually busy with leatherwork, tending to my plants, or planning my next tattoo. I enjoy immersing myself in the kink community and love attending parties and events whenever I can.