For context I’m a 19 year old sophomore at my university and this happened two weeks ago and I can’t stop thinking about it.
Since high school I have dated and slept with multiple girls and have never really had any problems with girls as I am pretty social and in good shape so I’ve always considered myself straight. But for the past 4 years I’ve always had fantasies about gay sex. The curiosity came from multiple things, I had started getting into gay porn and would watch it from time to time and imagine how the bottom felt. I have a pretty slim build and have always had some feminine mannerisms so I always imagined myself in place of the bottom. But more than anything I found myself being extremely excited about the thought of being submissive in the bedroom. Not always having to preform like you have to do with girls but really giving myself up and submitting to someone more dominant and making them feel good. These curiosities really bloomed when I got to college as I had my first taste of independence. It started from me taking nudes in feminine positions that highlighted my slim figure and even led me to getting Lacey pairs of thongs and taking more pictures in them. I would make Reddit accounts and post pictures to a local subreddit for men wanting to meet with other men because I loved the attention they gave me and how it made me feel. Although I even made plans with someone to meet one time I ultimately ended up chickening out . But that changed the next year of college.
Two weeks ago I started the day normal and went to class as usual, however when I got back I fell into a typical horny cycle and hopped on Reddit. I posted some old pics I had took and watched DMs fly through. I texted back and talked with multiple guys which got me so horny I couldn’t even think straight (literally) , one guy in particular stood out to me though . A 22 yo at my same college that lived 5 minutes away from me . He complemented me, made me feel comfortable, and even sent me full pictures of him. He asked what I wanted to do and I was honest. I really wanted to finally act on my thoughts and be with a guy. I wanted to suck a dick and bottom. By this point all rational thoughts were out of my head and all I could think about was sex. So when he texted me his Adress I didn’t even think, I showered shaved and head straight to his house no hesitation. I was not going to back out.
I pulled in and he immediately answered the door, I don’t even think I was nervous because I wasn’t even thinking , he let me in and we made some basic small talk before he suggested a shower which I accepted even though I had just showered. This was it, I was really getting naked with a man for the first time . He was honestly pretty thick but not crazy long so I wasn’t too scared. I was busy looking at his dick when he grabbed me and kissed me. To be honest I wasn’t to much of a fan of the kissing but I persisted for the sake of going all the way . We started rubbing eachother and my anticipation could not wait, I practically begged him to finish the shower so we can go to the bed and start . When he finally did I got so excited , we dried off and he laid down on the bed with his dick out and that’s when I completely locked in all I could think about was sex. I felt so fucking slutty as I was shiny clean and freshly shaved crawling on the bed over him with my ass poking in the air it felt sooooooooo good. And that’s when I grabbed him and took him in my mouth . It was everything I thought it would be. Years of porn made me pretty solid at head from the jump I felt like a porn star the way I was sucking him, licking from bottom to top and using my hand and really giving him my all. And on top of that the feeling of being so exposed doing it made it feel soooo good. By this point I would’ve done anything I was so horny, than to get me ready, he had me arch my back and bend over so he can eat my ass and it felt soooo much better than I was expecting. Feeling his warm tongue all over and in my hole I stroked myself and it felt amazingggg. Now I should also mention that I couldn’t get hard the whole time I was limp and for some reason that made it even hotter to me.
That didn’t last very long though as I was eager to finally go all the way. I laid him down, lubed his dick up , and slowly eased my way down onto it in cowgirl (cowboy). I had finally done it and fuck was it worth it. I ran my hands from up and down my body to his chest as I rode him passionately. I felt so full that’s the only way I can describe it. I couldn’t even think remotely straight as I was lost in ecstasy.
Next was doggy, my favorite, bending over and arching my back naked was something I would do in my room and that alone would get me horny but now I had a man grabbing my waist and fucking me from behind and omg it was so much better. The way it made me feel like such a little slut got me so turned on. And feeling his balls slap against mine every thrust made me feel drunk.
Than we finally ended in missionary, we had been going for a while and I felt he was getting close to cumming so I wanted to watch him cum in me ( he was wearing a condom). He was pounding me with my legs resting on his shoulders and my ass slightly lifted up for the angle. This was probably the best POV of all time . Watching a man thrust into me and feeling him slide in and out of me while he pounded me was pure ecstasy. After some minutes I was begging him for his cum and he was asking me if I was going to cum for him like a good boy which drove me crazy. Mind you this whole time I have been limp so you’d think the possibility of me cuming would be crazy. It wasn’t.
He was about to cum I could feel and see him building up to it when I felt a strange sensation like I had to go pee. I have cum hands free before with my fingers so I knew what was about to happen. I felt it building as he pounded me until I finally clenched hard. My soft dick shot cum out. I had cum just from getting fucked with barely any touching. It was probably the most powerful orgasm I had ever gotten it felt so intense I couldn’t help but make a lotttt of noise. Luckily he came about three strokes after me inside me and I felt him pulse into me while he held me. To top it all off he gave me a kiss on the forehead.
Fast forward two weeks later I keep on thinking about it.
What do yall think about it?