Unexpected trigger 😲
I wasnt sure the files work on me. I would feel relaxed but not unlike myself. But my intention is to go deeper than I ever have so I’ve been getting help with a forever relapse. Tonight we realized that I felt like someone else was taking over me when he mentioned branding me and we started to discuss nxivm and him turning me into a his personal porn princess and Bambi pain slut. We talked about using substances and getting Bambi drunk. The more he spoke about such things the more I felt like I was being taken over. I felt like I was getting dumber and more silly. I felt like I wanted to say vulgar things and show off my body and do things that please men. What does this mean? Why don’t the usual triggers work for me but this type of talk made me feel Bambi took over and wanted to be in charge? How can I use this information to go even deeper and to find the right files to listen to. Please help me. I’m just a silly little bimbo who wants to be a bimbo Bambi 🎀💅🏻🍾