I tried to post this on Gen X but someone said I was stupid and Ai so the mods deleted I am real 😅 Really I am. Reddit is so weird: This is a real question I want to ask some other real gen x women and I can't ask anyone in person!!
Watching Only Fans? I am totally isolated from other women I can talk to in person about this (I live in a very rural, Christian, family dominated place). I have a very healthy sexual libido. I have been in therapy for over an year about lots of stuff. I am slowly releasing lots of masking and guilt about many different things.
My husband and I are getting back on track to a healthy sex life after a few years of ED, depression, etc. We enjoy a patron erotic art account together and I am doing lots of work to get into my body during sex with him. Feeling my own desires and wants is something very new to me, or something I've forgotten after decades of suppressing all emotions to survive my community, mother, mother-in-law, and sisters (not my husband: he too had his own pressures).
I've discovered some attractive influencers on Instagram that give me a jolt, but another part of my trauma in life is the fact I have spent my entire existence as unpaid and invisible labor. And so I am super sensitive to sexual workers being exploited by social media platforms. I even tried to find a way to buy Silk Labu DVDs because I liked their female focus and hated that I could only stream them without compensating the creators.
Does anyone have experience as an OnlyFans customer? Are the transactions secure and Anonymous? It would be nice to try a safe place to explore my sexuality in my own body in a safe private way without taking advantage of another person. Thanks ❣️ n advance.