i have my first m&g on thursday and i am so nervous. i ran a very deep background check on the guy and it came up with good and very respectable results so the chances of him being an axe murderer are very low. we’ve been texting about twice a day since connecting last week, and so far we have really hit it off + we have a lot in common
i’m worried he won’t find me attractive in real life… i do look like my pictures since i don’t use filters and am the same weight in real life as i am in them, but recently (due to final exam stress) my skin broke out, so i’m afraid he won’t like my skin texture? i know that sounds kind of shallow but… 😭😭
i also am extremely worried about contraception and stuff since i have never had sex before and was only in one vanilla relationship before. and since i’m career oriented and my parents are EXTREMELY strict, i would literally rather die than get pregnant. he has already mentioned exclusivity (and he’s literally married…), but i’ve heard that’s an excuse a lot of SDs use to go without protection.
sorry this was kind of long for my first post here, but any advice would help a lot!