I've gotten to the point that I push a 15 inch dildo into my ass and see how long I can hold it or what I can do while its in! I go grocery shopping, mow the lawn, play games, and even try eating out at restaurants with it in.
Its wider than my fist, and I have to wear underwear tight to keep it from falling out, but any time I get up it feels like its tugging my insides out.
I love sitting on it and struggling to get those last few inches in while I'm sitting, rearranging my insides! Riding in a car I can feel it vibrating all the way in my stomach, and I go crazy fantasizing going bigger or being forced to do it permanently. I am scared but SO excited to go over potholes and speedbumps!
I fantasize about being caught and forced deeper/harder/blackmailed into actually sucking and fucking for real. I've been wanting one of those cumming huge dildos so I can feel my insides being filled with lube until it leaks out. I read stories about going to concerts and guys shoving their dick in the MC and cumming while surrounded by the crowds, or held down in the crowd and cummed in repeatedly until it's overflowing.
I've started fucking my ass with my huge toys until I cum, catch it in my hand and either eat it, or put it on my double ended dildo so I can get throat practice while tasting and swallowing cum while trying to cum repeatedly in a row.
I wish I could be freeuse for anyone, letting them grab the toy and make me cum repeatedly... Preferably in front of everyone, so they know they can too! (I'm not into chastity, but love ball busting with knuckles or fists. Also love having my dildo kneed or kicked for stimulation.)
How do I show I'm freeuse for anyone to just shove in and cum in if they want? I know the keyhole has been passed around for women's freeuse, is there one for men who want to be used?