Often think about my girlfriend and her long-term ex [fantasy]
My girlfriend of two years is unbelievable, I’m madly in love with her. She has the most beautiful eyes and smile ever, and is such a sweetheart.
I used to be severely into kink fetishes, where I was very dominant, into a lot of degradatory and rough fetishes. My girlfriend is way more vanilla than I’m used to but I’ve become very used to it.
That being said, I can’t stop fantasizing about her and her ex of six years. I hate the guy, based on what I’ve heard about him, and I hate that I keep fantasizing about this.
Sex has occasionally come up during conversations about our dating pasts, I’m pretty hesitant to talk about it but she seems to have no issue going into detail and almost had a smirk on her when talking about it. She says he was the only other guy she slept with before me.
We ran into him and his brother at a beach music festival and he was absolutely jacked, I was insanely intimidated. He just sort of smirked at her and left without causing any issues.
I love when my girlfriend kisses along my body before sex, was she doing that to him too? I love the way she makes eyes at me, it kills me to think of her doing that to someone else.
Our sex life as I said is very vanilla and I’m very respectful towards her, and it sounds like that wasn’t the case with her ex, he just took what he wanted. This pisses me off more than it should, and is something I often picture and think about.
Is it fucked up that I have these fantasies? It’s all I can ever picture and I wish I could see video of it or know more in-depth details, even though it would hurt my heart.