u/BrunetteB00ty

my goal for tonight is to NOT cum! usually i edge a bunch and then cum, but i think i need to train myself like the good girl i am!!! ^_^
i am currently smoking SOOOOO much hehehe im im so high and horny rn hdhsbcndnc im using my lush as always!!! ^_^ my little hole is just dripping ughgghhhdbcbxbc im so hornyyyy!!!!!
i think i wanna get so high that. i don’t remember anything. like blackout drunk but high hehehehe :3
ABWYAYAYSSSS im jsut gonna keep using my lush and smoking and feeling good :3
i want a mommy ugh ;( i want a mommy to tell me what to do and when and instruct me when to smoke omg that would be such a dream. i would be SUCHHHH a good girl for her!!!!! ^_^ plussssss im pretty obident already where so i wouldn’t need much training !!!! id just have to learn to deny and edge myself more :3. i wanna get to the point when i am SO edged out. i want to deny my self from cumming sooooo badlyyyyyyyyy!!!!! :3

i’ve been using my lush on a low speed for 30 minutes… hehehe let’s see if i can get to an hour!!! ^_^ it’s so discreet and quiet hehehehe!!! no one has any clue i’ve been teasing my little hole for soooo fucking long just dripping and neeedyyyyyy so so neeedy ughhhh >w<

i want a mommy to tell me what to do and when, when to smoke, when to touch myself, etc!!!! ugh i’m actually craving it soooo badly i feel like such a slut that needs to be disciplined and owned >w< eeeee god maybe im just horny but omfggggg i wanna be owned soooo badly. i’d be such a good girl!!!

i haven’t had sex in sooooo long now it actually feels like torture >n< i want someone to lick my clitty and just rub and suck until im swollen and throbbing for more shdhdhxjjcjw
im keeping my lush in on a low vibration and its just making me sooooo needyyyyy i cant even edge if i wanted to, its so low!!!!!! D:
how’s everyone’s nights goinggggggg :3

i love getting hgih and just touching myselffffff it’s so much fun hehehehe ^_^ recently i’ve been getting sooooo horny every time i smoke!!!! it’s giving to where i literally can’t smoke without reallllyyyy wanting to rub my clitttttttyyyyyyyy and edge her soooo badly :(((
hmmmm im soooo boreddddd

i’m sooo excited i’m gonna get sooooo baked hehehehhe talk to meeeeee? i love the way my lush feels on low sooooo teasing
OMGGGG i should take hits while i edge too!!!! ^_^ yayayyayayaya!
hmmmmm soooo bored idk what to talk aboutttttt

i had an owner but we had a falling out recently! soooo, guess who’s finally back to edging talk? ^_^ meeeee!!!!! i edged for soooo long like almost 2 weeks!!! but i came last night… I RUINED MY ORGASM THO AS PUNISHMENT! i just got a brand new lush and im so so excited!!!! :3
i miss having someone to tell me when to smoke and what to dooooo >n<
anywaysssss talk to me!!!!

hiiii everyone i’m back! i deleted all my posts but im back now!
my mommy is taking a nap and she hasn’t let me touch my pussy alllll day!!!) i’ve only been able to touch my tits and it feels SOOOOOO so good. i just wanna smoke for her and rub but she won’t lettt meeeeeeee >w< ugh im literally SUFFERING!
in other news, i got my new sex toy’s ordered! a lush and a gemini!!! sooooo so excited to use themmmmm!!! ^_^

i’m trying to stay awake i proooomisseeeeee it’s just hard!!!!!! i just want to drift off into a trance and relax,,,,, maybe even rub my pussy too hehehe!!!!! i just neeed to tyoe SOMETHJNX to awake mysskf!!
i took soooooo many blinkers and im sooooo high! i’m like insanely stoned!!!!!

okay SO basically — as recommended by a commenter — i can only rub myself AFTER taking a hit and holding it in! i’m gonna TRY to do 10 of them before i get tooooo loopy!!!
this post will be my journal of each biiiigggg hit!!!! ;3
wish me luck, will update!! >w<

#1:
- It was easier than i thought it would be!!!! i’m soooo horny but i only took a tiny hit, so i didn’t get to touch very much! about to take my second :3

#2
- i just took my second! omfg that felt… really really REEALLLLYYY good >w< fuck i’m horny already!!!!!! i like that i’m getting to rub!!!

#3
- that hit nearly killed me omgggg i’m coughing so much!!!! i’m very weak if you can’t tell LOLLLZZZZ >n< i need a sec to breathe!!!!

#4
- mmmmggg my little clit is already throbbbingggg i wannna keep touching but i know that means i have to smoke morrreeeee!!!! >_<

#5
- i love the way my breath shakes when im exhaling my hit while rub rub rubbing eeeeee i sound so desperate to have more…. but i always have to take my hand off so abruptly !

#6
-mmmmmmpppffff im sooo so so horny and soooo so high rn. i feel so mushy. must keep going though. over halfway. dkne!!!! ^_^^

#7
- my pen died i had to switch to a dispo really quick!!!! :3 okffgggg i’m so. i just wanna rub rub rub rubby my clit :((( eeee it’s so hard to atooopppppp!!! i need to take a BIG hit next i think!

#8
- i’m so high i feel like im in a trance where i can’t even think my own thoughts. all i can think in plap plap and rubbing my clit!!!!!! my clit is doing all the thinking for me!

#9
- i feel amazing oh my goodnesssss im sooo loooooooppyyyyy hehdhdhsjdj!!!! and i love rubbing my clittttttttt!!!!!! dhhs i literally cannot think rn. but i feeeel the weed rn. like all over in my body ahhh im tingly ! only one more!!! i’ll do a. big big one.

#10
- aaaannddd i’m done! unfortunately!!!! i reallly really wanna keep rubbinggggg :(((( my little pussy is like. squeezing and making me squirrrmmm and cross my legs >w< ahhhhhhhh!!!!! i’m so. zen right now. so so calm!!! YAY

OKIIIIII thanks for coming along on this journey with meeeeeee :3!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me know what other challenge i should do!!!

eeeee i’m so excited!!! dropping 150 on two BUTTTTTTTT!!!! they’re gonna be good quality :3 eeeee im getting nipple clamps and a lush!!!!! ^_^ perfect way to stay edged and disiciplwd during the dayyyy hehehe especially when i smoke, so i can multitask!!! ^_^

i’m such a stupid stoner slut that can only smoke and be horny!!!!! i’m not letting myself touch until i can’t take it anymore heheheh…… won’t take much, im such a loser and i give in soooooooo easy >w< eeeeeee im so horny thooooo, i’m just gonna keep smoking and smoking and sinking deeper deeper dwppwrrrrr

ahhhh i’m so high right now and of course that means i’m horny!! i’m suuuuchhh a little denied slut. i’m not touching my wet and slick clit yet because i wanna see how long i can go while denying myself!!!!! :3 smoking always makes it soooo much more difficult because i have to resist giving into my slutty stupid urges!!!!!!! eeeeee i love being such a good pornslut for you guys!!! >w<

ahhhh sorry im rambling i just want rubbies and to smoke a BUNCHHH more!!!! tell me how long of a hit i should take for u heehehhe!!!!! >w<

all i want is to be eaten out while im so fucking high that i can’t do anything about it. just all sensitive and twitchy from the weed, while you lick my little button swollen clitty clit!!!!!! hehehehehe >w<

all i want is to find another lesbian goonette that i can edge with, but i only ever see men :((((( and id there are lesbians, they’re all subs like me!!!! i loveeee the community of women,…. but i would also love for a fdom to come and ruin me heheheheh :3

heheheheh it’s my favorite!!! i’ve been playing stardew valley lately!!! sometimes i like to put a vibrator on my clit and go battle monsters to test my patience heheheheh!!!!!!! and smoking always makes it sooooooo much more funnnnn!!!! :3

(f18) there are sooooo many people over right nowwwwww! i can’t even hide in the bathroom to goon because people will need to use it!!!!!! D:

so now all i can do is lay in bed squeezing my legs together, and scroll this sub even though it’s killing me >n<

i’ve been able to squeeze my little nipples discreetly enough and ooomggggg it feels so freaking good hehehehehhe :3 but every once in awhile, i’ll get too caught up in how good it feels so i have to snap out of it!!!!!

im smoking my weed pen rn and just looveeeeeeee being a little stoner slut,,,,,, i love touching my erect nipples and just pulling pulling pulling and twisting and squeezing hehehehehe. im such a wet fucking mess rn, i can feel my swollen wet cunny through my panties!!!!!! T-T

eeeeeekkk i’m such a slutty, mindless, denied toy for you to use as you’d please hehehhehe. im so freaking sensitive right now and sooooo fucked upppppp!!!! my thoughts aren’t even my own, my thoughts all belong to my pretty pussy now mwhahahaha >:3

okiiiiiii sorry for rambling hehehehe but talk to meeee!!!!! tell me how long of hits to take, tell me what to do to my nipples…… make me into your slut!!!!! —w—