I'm 24, I have done a lot of drugs at my life and still doing sometimes but my cocaine use is out of control. I grew up without shit at my life and when I became 18 I had to work all the year with not a single day off to fix my life, I'm living good and I have a good job but I lose it sometimes. I bought 20 grams of cocaine cause I found them at very good price and it was worth, but I did the whole bag in less than a month. 2-4 hours of sleep per day, no appetite, and can't even breath normally.
And problem is the money, like I said when you didn't had shit at young age and lost a lot you wanna live like a rockstar at your twenties, but that's the problem with me.. I can control myself with all the drugs but with cocaine not.
I can take mdma at Saturday night and go to work normally at Sunday 8 hours without any problem and not even think about it, but with cocaine I need more and more til it finish.
It's not even worth it at the end