Im a black muslim guy
I'm quite agnostic to religion and i've been outted as bi guy within my Muslim community. Typical reaction from a religious community outcasted, I was bullied, I was silently exiled, loved from afar since i'm useful but its a fake love.
I was caught seeing sissy girls on grindr, long story doesn't really matter. I try and see cis women and it's just not the same. I dont know how to describe it having a sissy worship black cock. It's like my drug. A cute 21 year old small white girl. I'm at the age where I'm meant to find a girl to get married and have kids etc.. But I can't imagine a life where I'm fucking a girl and a girl cock doesnt pop out her legs as she desperately tries to tuck it. I wish I could have a sissy wife who would wear a hijab and I take her as my beloved. But this is not reality. My lust has devoured me.. My love to breed a sissy.