u/ChannelWide3126

I met him in a pub radomly that day and both of us had no idea we will meet each other like this. Its been a decade that we met eachother . He was my highschool crush.
After talking for a while we went to his apartment and just as i enterd his home he grabbed my neck and pinned me to the wall n started kissing me while he closed the door behind me.I was shocked and wanted to push him away but my body just didnt move… i didnt respond. His body was pinning me to the wall.. i felt my nipples getting errcted as his chest was touching mine while getting pinned.
His hands were moving fast. He tried to put his hands inside my pants and i tried to say no to it …..which he got roughed up and slapped me across the face .my eyes teard up…

Iam F29 and i never been raped at all. But i always fantasise about it. Actually not a random person but i fantasise my childhood crush doing it to me. Iam in a relationship and my bf he is more in to soft romantic sex person which is not my cup of tea at all. Before stumbling upon reddit i used to think its just me with this fuckedup kinky thoughts but now i really want to get raped in the worst way possible….. no blood shed at all but a lot of slapping spitting and fucking ….