u/Character-Potato216

I’ve experimented with a lot of substances over the years, including stimulants, opioids, empathogens, and prescription amphetamines.

For me personally, cocaine had the harshest immediate comedown psychologically. Not necessarily the longest withdrawal, but the fastest transition from euphoria/confidence into anxiety, shame, compulsive redosing, and self-hatred.

What stood out was how quickly the mood flipped — feeling amazing for a short period and then feeling emotionally depleted shortly after, especially during binges and sleep deprivation.

The claim that mdma comedown is worse (which does suck), I don’t believe have felt the immediate crash from being the smartest in the room and 10 minutes later searching your carpet out of pure desperation.

Curious whether other people have experienced cocaine this way compared to others

I get that porn addiction is porn addiction. However, throw stimulants in the mix and that will truly show you how cruel life can be.

You usually hear that addiction takes time to become fully addicted to whatever. Like, smoking weed leads to shrooms which then leads to Acid etc etc.

I woke up one day in college and I hadn’t even smoked weed yet, and somehow went to bed that night with the most hedonistic degenerate addiction I had no idea even existed.

It was finals week and roommate was prescribed Adderrall and gave me one to help me study. Little did I know, that little pill has cost me practically everything. I took it 30 MG IR and was flying. I had never thought so clearly before it was great. Until I checked instagram, saw a hot girl - got horry and thought let me get this out the way.

From that moment, I had lost everything. I instantly became addicted to Stims and porn (Stimfapping). Quite possibly the most shameful and hedonistic addiction out there. It’s a silent addiction - not really talked about cause who would actually admit to it? I landed straight into a meth addicts favorite hobby instantly.

It didn’t take long to move from Adderall to cocaine to Meth and a drug so evil which is the Pyros (a-PVP). Hopefully, you’ve never heard of them. Such a soul destroying combination, yet so wickedly addicting. I had no clue this compulsive addiction even existed, well fuck I learned quickly.

Let me explain what true regret feels like - it’s Friday and you have plans to go out. Tell yourself one bump to get the legs moving and now it’s Monday morning and work started 20 minutes ago. You haven’t moved since Friday and covered in sweat, filth, and cum. It’s a special moment when you realize you spent 36 hours straight watching porn , completely twacked on any stim. Those comedowns, I can’t put into words. The regret you feel is simply indescribable.

I truly believe this is the most destructive addiction one can have..I remember waking up that morning, a normal kid, and in a couple hours my life was about to vanish.

It truly has already taken everything from me. Such a cheap and total escape from reality, days go by in what feels like minutes - you are in a complete tramce, Believe it or not, I had no problem with girls and had a good amount of sex, which is completely ruined - a girl can’t compare to that level of stimulation.

Let me add by saying, porn addiction doesn’t compare to a stimfapping addiction. Just as stimfapping on coke doesn’t compare to stimfapping on pyros . I have taken this addiction to its most vile form and can’t believe I allowed myself.

My advice: NEVER BUY MORE THEN WHAT YOU NEED FOR THAT NIGHT.

Once a couple grams follow you home, a fun night turns into a wicked addition you want no part of.

If curious here is my full story;

https://www.reddit.com/r/selfimprovement/s/ejKyRfKiur

Good luck to everybody who can relate to this post even in the slightest!

I get this is the Cocaine subreddit but shit, anyone out there struggling to even take a break? I’m really starting to struggle here, these comedown are wicked. Ever since I found out about the absolute self destructive stimfap combo I’m starting to lose self control.

All fun and games, but fuck I can’t be the only one here who is starting to cross the line of life ruining binges. I only use alone now and when I start have no self control to stop until I’m licking the bag and searched my floor for 2 hours. Yet, I still pick up.

Damn, I fucked around and found out.

It didn’t take long to move from prescribed Adderall to cocaine to Meth and a drug so evil which is the Pyros (a-PVP). Hopefully, you’ve never heard of them. Such a soul destroying combination, yet so wickedly addicting.

Let me explain what true regret feels like - it’s Friday and you have plans to go out. Tell yourself one bump to get the legs moving and now it’s Monday morning and work started 20 minutes ago. You haven’t moved since Friday from that first bump and find yourself covered in sweat, filth, and cum. It’s a special moment when you realize you spent 36 hours straight watching porn , completely twacked on any stim. Those comedowns, I can’t put into words. The regret you feel is simply indescribable.

It truly has already taken everything from me. Such a cheap and total escape from reality, days go by in what feels like minutes - you are in a complete trance. The truth is that the ‘trance’ is just not wanting to comedown so you just keep going and going hyperfixated on whatever the fuck - Usually porn.

Fuck man, not a single human deserves the degenerate and hedonistic dopamine release it provides. Call me a loser, lowlife whatever, if you felt the synergy of that mix you would understand. Stims single handily take the cake for most brutal come down. I’ve done opioids and those comedowns don’t come close to the feeling 8 minutes after running out of whatever stim from a multiple day binge.

Stay away from them.

Question for anyone who moved from coke to meth!

For anyone who purely moved from Coke to meth to chase that dopamine binge!

What made you actually make that jump? Unfortunately, I abuse the shit out of coke but never felt the urge to make the switch. Obviously meth is cheaper, but curious what was the moment that you switched from the ‘Prestigious’ coke to the commonly viewed ‘Dirty’ meth? If it wasn’t the cheaper option that made you switch I’m curious. I’ve abused Adderall and been on multiple day binges of 500+ mg’s of addy, the high has to be similar.

Thanks!