u/CharacterOpen6145

How do I go about finding decent diapers to wear and intend to wet for the first time? I looked at proper ABDL diapers (my dream) but they’re pretty expensive and honestly idk if ill even enjoy wearing as up til now it’s kinda been stuck as a fantasy. Even like, medical diapers aren’t cheap and id be really worried about leaking. And then there’s the issue of if i don’t (or even if I do) like them, there’s a whole pack that I have to figure out what to do/how to hide them.
So what would yall recommend for someone just looking to try to if this is something they actually enjoy.
(Probably also important, im somewhat fat so that also limits my options)