u/CharmingShoulder2950

I just want to be open that I’m not comfortable sending pictures of any kind

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends or mean girl asmr videos on YouTube and have been imagining being treated similarly. Something about it feels so terrifyingly enticing. The subtle put downs, the manipulation, the forced dependency on friendship that’s destroying me, the gaslighting- something about it scratches my brains. I’m scared about it but that fear somehow makes me want it more. I have a preference for women but am open regardless of gender.

I am also a little high and am willing to take more hits if wanted

When I'm sober I tend to be pretty difficult to be put into trance but I'm hoping maybe being stoned might help a little?

I'm asexual and sex repulsed so I'm not wanting anything outright sexual- idc what you're doing on your end I just don't want to know about it.

I'm also not comfortable sending pics of any kind.

Cos of irl stuff I can only do text and I have found covert to be the most likely to work on me the few times it has but I never had any triggers installed.

I can't rlly picture stuff and ADHD makes it difficult for me to focus on walls of texts at a time.

I'm open to most stuff, but if you're wanting to have a starting point I do have a partial preference to dumbificatiom (tho not bimbofication) or any like personality or behavioural changes kinda stuff.

I'm also open to RP but I need it to be clear that's what is going on first.

When I'm sober I tend to be pretty difficult to be put into trance but I'm hoping maybe being stoned might help a little?

I'm asexual and sex repulsed so I'm not wanting anything outright sexual- idc what you're doing on your end I just don't want to know about it.

I'm also not comfortable sending pics of any kind.

Cos of irl stuff I can only do text and I have found covert to be the most likely to work on me the few times it has but I never had any triggers installed.

I can't rlly picture stuff and ADHD makes it difficult for me to focus on walls of texts at a time.

I'm open to most stuff, but if you're wanting to have a starting point I do have a partial preference to dumbificatiom (tho not bimbofication) or any like personality or behavioural changes kinda stuff.

I'm also open to RP but I need it to be clear that's what is going on first.

I just want to be open that I’m not comfortable sending pictures of any kind

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends or mean girl asmr videos on YouTube and have been imagining being treated similarly. Something about it feels so terrifyingly enticing. The subtle put downs, the manipulation, the forced dependency on friendship that’s destroying me, the gaslighting- something about it scratches my brains. I’m scared about it but that fear somehow makes me want it more. I have a preference for women but am open regardless of gender.

I am also a little high and am willing to take more hits if wanted

I just want to be open that I’m not comfortable sending pictures of any kind

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends or mean girl asmr videos on YouTube and have been imagining being treated similarly. Something about it feels so terrifyingly enticing. The subtle put downs, the manipulation, the forced dependency on friendship that’s destroying me, the gaslighting- something about it scratches my brains. I’m scared about it but that fear somehow makes me want it more. I have a preference for women but am open regardless of gender.

I am also a little high and am willing to take more hits if wanted

Nothing long term impacting and don't want anything outright sexual.

I respond regardless of gender but I prefer women

I find covert hypnosis to be the most effective bc my brain tends to try fight it otherwise

I just want to be open that I’m not comfortable sending pictures of any kind

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends or mean girl asmr videos on YouTube and have been imagining being treated similarly. Something about it feels so terrifyingly enticing. The subtle put downs, the manipulation, the forced dependency on friendship that’s destroying me, the gaslighting- something about it scratches my brains. I’m scared about it but that fear somehow makes me want it more. I have a preference for women but am open regardless of gender.

I am also a little high and am willing to take more hits if wanted

I just want to be open that I’m not comfortable sending pictures of any kind

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends or mean girl asmr videos on YouTube and have been imagining being treated similarly. Something about it feels so terrifyingly enticing. The subtle put downs, the manipulation, the forced dependency on friendship that’s destroying me, the gaslighting- something about it scratches my brains. I’m scared about it but that fear somehow makes me want it more. I have a preference for women but am open regardless of gender.

I am also a little high and am willing to take more hits if wanted

I just want to be open that I’m not comfortable sending pictures of any kind

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends or mean girl asmr videos on YouTube and have been imagining being treated similarly. Something about it feels so terrifyingly enticing. The subtle put downs, the manipulation, the forced dependency on friendship that’s destroying me, the gaslighting- something about it scratches my brains. I’m scared about it but that fear somehow makes me want it more. I have a preference for women but am open regardless of gender.

I am also a little high and am willing to take more hits if wanted

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I just want to be open that I’m not comfortable sending pictures of any kind

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends or mean girl asmr videos on YouTube and have been imagining being treated similarly. Something about it feels so terrifyingly enticing. The subtle put downs, the manipulation, the forced dependency on friendship that’s destroying me, the gaslighting- something about it scratches my brains. I’m scared about it but that fear somehow makes me want it more. I have a preference for women but am open regardless of gender.

I am also a little high and am willing to take more hits if wanted

I just want to be open that I’m not comfortable sending pictures of any kind

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends or mean girl asmr videos on YouTube and have been imagining being treated similarly. Something about it feels so terrifyingly enticing. The subtle put downs, the manipulation, the forced dependency on friendship that’s destroying me, the gaslighting- something about it scratches my brains. I’m scared about it but that fear somehow makes me want it more. I have a preference for women but am open regardless of gender.

I am also pretty high and am willing to take more hits if wanted

Hey so I always found the idea of being forced or tricked or manipulated into being dumb a really fun idea, but I’m not interested in becoming a bimbo- I’m not really that sexual in general ajd that’s not something I want to change much. I also don’t want anything life ruining or super long term since I value my irl life. I also am not that confy sending pics. I’m aware that I’m probably more difficult than most but if you’re still interested id appreciate it. I have a slight preference for women, especially thr slightly mean ones but I am open to all genders

**I’m not comfortable sending pictures of any kind**

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends or mean girl asmr videos on YouTube and have been imagining being treated similarly. Something about it feels so terrifyingly enticing. The subtle put downs, the manipulation, the forced dependency on friendship that’s destroying me, the gaslighting- something about it scratches my brains. I’m scared about it but that fear somehow makes me want it more. I have a preference for women but am open regardless of gender.

I am also pretty high and am willing to take more hits if wanted

There’s something I really like about the idea of being subtly manipulated and subtly being put into trance without me realising before it’s too late. It doesn’t necessarily have to be to do outright sexual stuff- making my personality change, iq change, gender change all of it is stuff I enjoy and am open to other ideas as well.

I’m a little high and am willing to get higher if wanted

I have a slight preference for women but will respond regardless of gender

I dont send pics and am not able to do calls so has to be text based

There’s something I really like about the idea of being subtly manipulated and subtly being put into trance without me realising before it’s too late. It doesn’t necessarily have to be to do outright sexual stuff- making my personality change, iq change, gender change all of it is stuff I enjoy and am open to other ideas as well.

I have a slight preference for women but will respond regardless of gender

I dont send pics and am not able to do calls so has to be text based

Edit: forgot to add that I’m really high as well and happy to use that to help

There’s something I really like about the idea of being subtly manipulated and subtly being put into trance without me realising before it’s too late. It doesn’t necessarily have to be to do outright sexual stuff- making my personality change, iq change, gender change all of it is stuff I enjoy.

I dont send pics and am not able to do calls so has to be text based

I am very willing to get high to be more easily manipulated if wanted

**I DONT SEND PICS OF ANY KIND IF YOU ASK FOR PICS I WONT RESPOND**

I’ve been watching a lot of those toxic friends rp asmr videos and I’ve started imagining being treated similarly by someone. Especially the smart subtle degredations and subtle put downs, the manipulation, the dependency on the friendship, the gaslighting- something about it is really scratching my brains. I’d prefer women or enbies but am open to all genders.