I realized that I’m into Total Power Exchange and slavery dynamics, with me being a financial, domestic, and sexual slave 24/7
Hello, everyone. So, my question is about what to do with this fetish. I’m gay, and I genuinely feel the desire to hand over control of my life to a superior alpha male, to become an object, a piece of property, without rights. Complete slavery. I don’t know how to implement this in daily life, and it could also be very dangerous if I end up with a deceitful or ill-intentioned partner who might actually abuse me and harm me.
Besides that, I have dreams in life. I want to make a lot of money, have a good career in the judicial field, and I’m considering becoming a judge. But from my point of view, my fetish and the successful life I want to live are incompatible, because my fetish implies erasing myself for someone else and living to serve him, doing domestic tasks, when I should be judging court cases and building my career, etc.
And what makes it worse is that this is the only way I truly feel turned on. Whenever I masturbate, I only really climax when imagining a context where I’m the slave of a ‘superior man.’ What should I do? I’m conflicted.”