u/Chimkie101

Help I kinda need to pee right now, but the class is ending in about half an hour, and I just went out to the toilet like 10 mins ago.

This morning I had some coffee, which I usually don't, but last night, I stayed up a bit too late having way too much fun writing this post: https://www.reddit.com/r/urinewords/s/8yryrBPbWk So I kinda need coffee to stay awake.

And just about 10 mins ago I just went to the toilet, but specifically for the 'intestinal matters' (hopefully this post would not get deleted because of this 🥀 it doesn't sound explicit right?), not because I needed to pee. So I wasn't paying attention to emptying my bladder. I was on my phone for a brief moment answering some chats, which was distracting, then when I felt like the 'intestinal matter' was done, I just cleaned up, without paying attention to my bladder at all, and I wasn't feeling that I needed to pee or anything.

Now that I'm back in the class, I suddenly feel like I need to pee. Right now, it's at the level that I would go to the toilet normally already. I think the coffee I had is starting to work against me now 💀. But I just walked out just 10 mins ago, and at the beginning of the class, I was a bit kinda late, and many people looked at me while I entered the room because the professor said something like 'are we all here? Are we still waiting for someone, so that I can start?' On top of that, just after I sat down, I went outside again to refill my water bottle. I have caused too much attention on me already this morning 😭 and now it makes me not wanna get up and go out for the third time. The class is ending in half an hour, so I guess imma just wait.

It feels just exactly like when I hold pee for pleasure, and it feels so good, but I really don't wanna be feeling this right now 😭. I can't stop wiggling my legs to distract myself (I'm doing it as I'm writing this)

Omg I just cough, and it really wanna come out. Like, my brain knows I could easily access the toilet, so it wanna let go 💀

I'm half writing this, half needing to pee, and half paying attention to the lecture lol.

Guess I'll update this after the class ends. I should make it easily, I just wanna complain about the situation lol 😂

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Update: I'm back at my room now. Everything is fine.

The class was a bit late at the end cuz my peers had some questions for the professor. Which was a bit annoying, but it was something I also wanted to know, so I paid attention, and it was overall ok.

Then after class, I was about to go straight to the toilet, but I ended up discussing work with my peers from the classroom, taking the elevator to the first floor, and talking on the walk all the way back to my dormitory. Which took almost 10 minutes. I was kinda aware of my bladder the entire time, but work is work, so I gotta focus. It felt really great walking when your automatic holding already kinda wanna give up, but you are still manually holding it. 😅

Then I took the stairs up to my room. Went to the toilet, and everything is good now. It felt amazing 🤩 and really relieving. The undies is a bit moist, but I think it's just sweat, or some sort of normal discharges 🥀. I think it's really normal to me, so I don't think I leaked.

Now I think imma takes a bit of a noon nap before my afternoon class, but idk if I can fall asleep due to the coffee. Hopefully I won't be a zombie for the afternoon class 🗿.

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Update 2: I could not sleep because of the caffeine 💀 so I had to drink even more coffee for the afternoon class. Which turned out to be fine. I didn't feel like zombie that much, which was great.

The afternoon session was kinda like 'small group discussion ', with a dedicated lecturer for our group of 4-6 students. So we had to go together, which means bathroom break would be kinda interrupting.

However, I don't usually drink coffee, as I said. And on the day I do, it kinda makes my intestinal system goes haywire. 💀 Which actually caused a bit of embarrassing moment during the passed afternoon session, but I don't think I can get into it here cuz it's probably banned.

The afternoon session is over now. I'm about to go find something tasty to eat, then hopefully can get a nap, before studying tonight.

This is one of the questions I got asked the most. And I have already typed it out, but it was a bit rushed. So let me update it a bit.

It all started way back in my kindergarten days. I was only about 4 years old at the time, and I had a guy friend.

One day, we were playing at the playground, and I suddenly realized that I had to pee. I so I told him
Me: ‘Hey I wanna pee. Let me go to the toilet real quick.’
Him: ‘Just stand here and do it. Why go to the toilet?’
Which got me kinda confused,
then I said: ‘Ehh? What? I can’t do it here’
Him: ‘Just pee here. I’ll try to cover you up. What’s so difficult?’
Me: ‘No… I cannot!’

Then I ran to the toilet, which he followed me. The kindergarten toilet in my school wasn’t separated by genders, and the wall of the stalls were quite short so the teachers could easily assisted the kids in need, but we could also kinda see over it. I went in to a stall and pee.
He then asked ‘Hey, why do you sit down to pee?’.
He then got into a stall next to me then pee standing up.
Then he said ‘See? Just pee standing up. It’s easy. Oh, that’s because you are a girl, right? Girl gotta sit down. And I’ve got a wiener, so I can just stand.’
At that point I can’t remember exactly what I said, but I remembered getting super embarrassed, plus excited, plus confused, plus all sort of complex emotions. But overall, I was enjoying the moment of a new discovery.
I guess I said something like ‘I wish I can pee standing up too. Is that even possible?’
Which he replied with something like: ‘maybe you can also do it if you try!’
And that kicked started everything.
—> I think this event started my interest in peeing as a whole, and might also started the jealousy of guys being able to pee standing up a bit.

After that day, we would often go to the toilet together. I tried pee standing up a few times (really few, like once or twice and gave up because I couldn’t lol. I would ruin my undies, my socks, and everything. I got back on it much later, and got quite decent at it in the present) and I had him pee sitting down too. We were kinda interested in the difference of how we pee, the anatomy difference, and stuff, and we talked about it quite a lot (in the innocent way tho. We didn’t know anything sexual back then ofc).

I also had a swimming session after kindergarten school. Girls had both one piece swimsuit (which is difficult to pee in) and two pieces, while boys only had two pieces or only the pants. (Actually there might have been some boys with one piece swimsuit, but I don’t recall them having any pee problem or moments) After class, some of us would need to pee, obviously.

I don’t think I have ever peed in my swimsuit before the following story: One day after the swimming class, we got off the pool as usual. We then walked to the bathroom to take a bath and change up into normal clothes before going home.
(As a reminder, my kindergarten school didn’t have separate gender bathroom, and the bath area is also shared, which probably isn’t too big of a deal for kids, but it might sparks some kinks or thoughts, like what happened to me 😛)
If I ever wanna pee after swimming, I would take off my swimsuit first, then pee naked while taking a bath or on the toilet (which with the adult perspective sounds kinda wild lol, but we were kids, so who cared).
But that day, there was a girl needing to pee so badly, and she was making quite a cute memorable scene.
Her: ‘I need to pee! Where is the teacher? Help me take off my swimsuit’
She was wearing a one piece swimsuit, which was definitely difficult to take off, especially for kids in a panic.
Then she squirmed around looking for the teacher, which was probably finishing up tidying and shutting down the swimming pool.
Her: ‘I need to pee, I need to pee, I need to pee! Arghhh! I’m about to leak! Helppp, somebody…’
She said as she squirmed around looking for, hands holding her crotch and her belly.
Her: ‘Ahh! I can’t anymore’
Then she just entered a stall, sit on a toilet without closing the door, then just pee with the swimsuit on.
Everything happened so quickly, but I still remember her voice, her face, and expressions clear as day. I just stood there witnessing one of the events that will shape my kink forever. Even at the time, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. It started with small feelings and shallow thoughts, which progressively gets more deep as I grow, which takes many years for these thoughts to fully develop (we are talking kindergarten to high school, which I still keep thinking about that day). I thought how she was so cute in needing to pee, but was restricted by her clothings, then when I grew I started thinking of how she must have felt in both the emotions and the desperation, and the relief afterwards. And soon thinking what would it be if I was in her position.
—> I think this event makes me start being more observant about others around me needing to pee, and feeling excited and nervous for them when I know someone needs to go. How are they feeling? Emotions? How Desperate? Will they make it? And make me started remembering pee-events.

After that day, I realized some girls in once piece swimsuit would just sat on toilet and pee in it after swimming. Maybe they have been doing it before the aforementioned day, but I haven’t been paying attention. So I started doing it too. I think I actually started getting a small mixture of strange feelings and emotions when doing it right away since the first few times. The feeling of ‘hey Im doing something Im not supposed to, but it feels so good, I don’t normally get to do this, and it’s probably fine’, which in adult terms would probably be ‘naughtiness’. But still, I didn’t think anything too much about it quite just yet.
—> I think this started my kink of how I like peeing in my undies sometimes. It really has its special feeling that I can’t quite put to words.

Until one day, I also had to pee quite immediately after the swimming session. I that day, I had a once piece swimsuit, and it was quite difficult to take off. So I just sat on the toilet and just peeing through it. Then that guy friend that I mentioned in the beginning walked in on me
and said something like ‘Hey! you are peeing in your swimsuit. That’s so funny! You have to do it sitting down too! Haha, girls having to pee like this is so funny.’
Which hit me with a train of emotions just like the first time me and that guy went to pee together. I can’t remember what I replied him. Probably just sitting there peeing in embarrassment and all sorts of complex emotions that was going on.
And everything about peeing in swimsuit changed for me even more. I started to find it cute or even more cute when my kindergarten friends pee in their swimsuit. Sometimes they were just being careless or some out of desperation of not knowing what to do.
—> I think this one is really straightforward. It got me into ‘Peeing in a swimsuit’ kink, or sub-kink. Idk what to call it. Nowadays I find many pornography of others peeing in swimsuit really cute 😌

I have never seen that kindergarten guy friend I mentioned since after that few months, but he set the direction of my kink forever.

Well, that’s the beginning, which I have written sometime ago, but with more details.
There are more stories to cover following this, which slowly shaped me and my interests, which Im really eager to tell. It’s fun talking these stuff with online strangers 😂
But for now, it’s passed my bed time, and I have stuff I gotta do tomorrow. So… have a good night 😴

Someday when I feel like it, I will come back to write the continuation. 😉

So, today I woke up from my afternoon nap bursting to pee, but I really wish I could just go back to sleep, but I can't because I have to pee very badly, but I also know that if I get out of bed to pee, I would not be sleepy anymore 💀. This reminds me that I once had an idea of how to fix this.

I wish I could just pee at my bedside, just aiming my pelvis away from my bed and go, without even having to pay attention so I would stay sleepy. But that would require cleaning up afterwards.

I had an idea of building a long and tall urinal along my bedside that acts as a big funnel that collects as much of the mess as possible no matter from which angle I position myself to pee (accept if I don't clear the bed in the first place, which may happen if I'm sleepy 💀), and there would be a draining pipe to take everything away so I would never have to do it manually. Also, if there can be a flushing system just like a real urinal, that would be absolutely wonderful, so I would not have to clean it manually too.

This could also be used when I'm touching myself in bed, and I need to pee, or if I wanna peegasm, I can just do it from the comfy of my bed now. 😌

But this will have to wait until I have my own place to secretly do it, unfortunately. 😅

So, in the meantime, what are other practical solutions of, 'peeing in bed without having to clean up afterwards and not waking yourself up'? (Oh I'm a girl btw I never mentioned it here, so some of the manly solutions probably don't work, sadly 😞)

(P.s. as for today, after waking up, I didn't go straight to pee, but I went to grab my dinner first, so that I can get a bit of ticklish pee desperation feelings in my crotch when I walk. 😂 Then I finished it off by peeing standing up in the toilet, which I kinda ruined the floor a bit with a few drops of mishaps and around the top of the toilet bowl flooded from my sprinkler 🥀, which I cleaned up afterwards)