how you discovered the kink and how you felt on the first time being cucked?
in a story I'm writing, I reached a point where I want the protagonist to become a cuckquean, but I want to do it right.
for a little context about the character and the story if anyone is interested, the story is basically about the pleasures of being extremely submissive and the fantasy of existing only to please someone else. the protagonist is very submissive (obviously) and entirely devoted to her girlfriend. my initial thought was having her accept the proposal but actually dislike the idea and be very jealous about it and feeling like not enough, until she realises that her feeling of jealousy actually turns her on, and being "replaced" makes she feels even more submissive, then she realises her girlfriend isn't trying to replace her, and that her being present is a crucial part of the experience.
and although the story isn't meant to be realistic in how the protagonist only goal is pleasuring her girlfriend, I want the kinks I feature in there to be accurately and respectfully depicted.
there's more to it but I don't want to go into too many details here. anyway, is this how some of you feel/felt? does it make sense? how do you think I could make it more real to the cuckquean experience? I don't want it to be forced or sound like she was coerced into an uncomfortable situation.
anyway, sorry for the rambling nature of this post, hope I get at least some replies, and feel free to be brutally honest.