u/DotEmbarrassed8866

So several years ago, when my parents were always gone due to work, my oldest brother that’s 4 years older than me began “accidentally” coming into the bathroom when I was showering and making remarks about my body… he then moved onto where He’d holler at me to come into his room of course I would think I was in trouble because he was in charge of my siblings, and I while my parents were gone… But he’d be stroking his big thick uncut cock in front of me asking what I thought of what I saw. From there it escalated into being way more than just watching.
I actually think of that often, is that bad of me?