Regretted hooking up
Because I mostly didnt have peace due to guys being selfish. I quit kasi respecting boundaries isnt common sense for them. Kailangan pang sabihan na bumili ng condom but they will tell you, ‘kaya ko naman magpull-out’. Tangina, virgin ako tas sasabihan mo ko niyan? O kaya naman, ‘im baog’ then wheres your medical report? Yung isa pa, poly daw pero di alam ng gf na naghotel kami. Yung isang katext, paulit ulit na gawin daw akong gf para magpills na lang ako so he can go raw. Blocked!…Since uhaw ako and new sa dating scene, boba pa talaga and isang taon lang tinagal ko nagquit na. I cant have my peace disturbed again just because of motherfugging pregnancy anxiety nang dahil sa selfish na lalaki. I never discovered partnered pleasure kasi hindi ko na pinatagal. Ang nakakatawa, I am too kind to tell them about my disappointments or took me a long time to realize these things. Hays, buti na lang may isang magandang experience before nagquit. You know why…he always wore motherfugging condoms lang naman. Tangina, 3 inches lang siya, wasnt a giver, but siya ang the best dating experience ko. Naging short term princessa ako sa kanya kasi gentleman and knew how to lead. Taena walang binatbat yung girthy dick, guwapong mukha, high body counts and book smartness sa kanya. Probably, this is lame for others who have orgasms but to me, having peace is the ultimate standard.
Ladies, please be responsible with yourselves. I know puro libog lang nababasa dito and careless sexcapades but I know there are anxieties that arent talked about a lot, lalo na sa ating mga babae. If communication pa lang, wala na agad assurance about protection, bounce ka na. If sabihan kang, ‘mas masarap ang raw, my ex was on pills, kaya ko magpull-out’ bounce ka na sis, kabobohan na lang talaga makipagSex sa mga ganyan. Dont waste time chatting. Remember, we only have ourselves to count on, guys can be careless kasi hindi naman sila magbubuntis.
Pregnancy anxiety is a mental anguish. Ang dami din kasing curious na inexperienced ladies dito thats why im here writing this. Sa totoo lang, kaunti pa lang naman naDate ko, very filtered pa yan sila pero I still regret it-not the experience but dating these kind of men. If I didnt fuck up, I wont find out. And may isa pa rin namang matino sa kanila so not all men, yk.
Just a quick vent and lesson, wag lang puro libog, gumamit ng proteksyon: Condoms+pills+pull-out. If you make that triple from both sides then no one is being selfish. Iwas std kahit clear pa yan. Taena ang sarap sarap siguro makipagSex if walang kaakibat na anxiety. Magiging dream lang muna siya sa akin.
Have a healthy fun sex!