u/DrH1983

Despite being in my 40s I'm still a virgin. Never really had any girlfriends in my youth, went on a few dates that didn't really go anywhere and that's been it.

But I've been chatting and sexting with men quite a lot over the years and, if they're to be believed, I've least helped more than a few of those guys cum. I always chat and sext as a submissive sissy, the girl I wish I was. I've never actually sexted with women at all, never felt the urge.

I've also sucked one guy off and can confirm he definitely came. The only way I've made any women cum is if any of them masturbated to me secretly but honestly I doubt that's ever happened.

Im 43 years old and pretend to be straight but the truth is I think I've always been a sissy. Even when I was at school I found the idea of wearing girls clothes hot, and was a bit jealous of the girls at school wearing makeup and heels and jewellery.

I borrowed my sister's clothes when nobody was in sometimes, but she was fairly dull in her clothing style, nothing really sexy and objectifying but still enjoyed wearing her heels and tights and dresses, would even play with her makeup sometimes.

I used to use thick plastic shopping bags to make very short "mini skirts", and I'd use belts to cinch my waist in.

All of this was before I even knew what the concept is a sissy was. Later on I found out about erotic hypnosis, mp3s more than videos, it started off with files that would make it feel like I was in a corset but I soon drifted into more sissy and bimbofication related files. Often wished the next file would be the one to totally brainwash me.

Of course The effects were never that strong but given that my fantasies are entirely about being feminized and bimbofied, having a confident, cocky boyfriend who I can serve, or maybe being used by multiple guys, I do wonder if they had some effect after all.

At times I've tried to push this side of me away, other times I've embraced it. The truth is I'm still a virgin, never had sex with a man or woman, but I have sucked a cock and it was so sexy. I felt so proud when he came in my mouth and I swallowed his load, didn't even consider spitting. I can't really picture myself being with a woman at all these days but can vividly imagine being with a man.

I've often spent whole evenings chatting to guys online, I'm drawn to playing submissive bimbo fuck doll, losing myself on the fantasy. But I've never felt compelled to sext with women.

I've even fantasized about being a bride, a housewife, but never a groom.

I really need to accept that this is part of me and I hope I can embrace it.

I'm 43 years old in the UK. People think I'm a straight guy but I fantasize about having a boyfriend and being his sissy girl.

I love to imagine meeting a guy and spending more and more time with him. Casual dates become weekly meets where I'm dolled up and submit to him. Spending every weekend dressed up and being his girlfriend, and seeing him in the week too. More and more time with him, less and less time hanging out with friends or doing other stuff. Would love to be encouraged to be more femme and go on dates, be taken out and shown off.

Eventually move in with him so every moment at home is spent dressed up, dolled up, serving my boyfriend in any way he wants. Maybe after a stressful day at work he suggests I quit my job so I can look after the house. Become like a housewife dependent on him. Getting rid of all my guy clothes so I'm always feminine.

Sucking his cock and having him inside me everyday, keeping his balls drained, have my whole life revolve around him. I want him to look after me and make those big decisions I struggle with and in turn I'll do all I can to please him and look after the housework and chores.

The real kicker is this is the only kind of relationship I actually fantasize about, I can't even imagine how I'd be in a relationship with a woman.

I'm a 43 year old male. Everyone thinks I'm a straight guy but honestly every single sexual fantasy I have is about being owned by a guy, being feminized and turned into his full time sissy bimbo girlfriend.

I don't even daydream about being with women anymore, it just doesn't excite me at all, can barely imagine how I could function in that sort of relationship. But being with a confident, teasing guy who takes control and makes me feel ditzy and sexy and owned is something I can picture vividly.

It's like I dream about having my whole life and existence taken over so I'm just living to please him in anyway I can. Always dolled up in makeup and high heels and long nails, sucking him off everyday and just being his good girl, his living sex doll.

It's like I sometimes just want to totally erase my current male self and become something better, someone sexy who can please others, please men. I've really not been very successful as a male so just want to give up, have someone else think for me and take charge so I can just be soft and passive and feminine

If any guys want to chat about this it could be fun

I'm 43 years old and pretend to be straight but the truth is I think I've always been a sissy. Even when I was at school I found the idea of wearing girls clothes hot, and was a bit jealous of the girls at school wearing makeup and heels and jewellery.

I borrowed my sister's clothes when nobody was in sometimes, but she was fairly dull in her clothing style, nothing really sexy and objectifying but still enjoyed wearing her heels and tights and dresses, would even play with her makeup sometimes.

I used to use thick plastic shopping bags to make very short "mini skirts", and I'd use belts to cinch my waist in.

All of this was before I even knew what the concept is a sissy was. Later on I found out about erotic hypnosis, mp3s more than videos, it started off with files that would make it feel like I was in a corset but I soon drifted into more sissy and bimbofication related files. Often wished the next file would be the one to totally brainwash me.

Of course The effects were never that strong but given that my fantasies are entirely about being feminized and bimbofied, having a confident, cocky boyfriend who I can serve, or maybe being used by multiple guys, I do wonder if they had some effect after all.

At times I've tried to push this side of me away, other times I've embraced it. The truth is I'm still a virgin, never had sex with a man or woman, but I have sucked a cock and it was so sexy. I felt so proud when he came in my mouth and I swallowed his load, didn't even consider spitting. I can't really picture myself being with a woman at all these days but can vividly imagine being with a man.

I've often spent whole evenings chatting to guys online, I'm drawn to playing submissive bimbo fuck doll, losing myself on the fantasy. But I've never felt compelled to sext with women.

I've even fantasized about being a bride, a housewife, but never a groom.

I really need to accept that this is part of me and I hope I can embrace it. I'd love to chat with folks, men especially, so please get in touch if you want.

I'm a 43 year old guy in the UK. Everyone thinks I'm a straight guy but honestly every single sexual fantasy I have is about being owned by a guy, being feminized and turned into his full time sissy bimbo girlfriend.

I don't even daydream about being with women anymore, it just doesn't excite me at all, can barely imagine how I could function in that sort of relationship. But being with a confident, teasing guy who takes control and makes me feel ditzy and sexy and owned is something I can picture vividly.

It's like I dream about having my whole life and existence taken over so I'm just living to please him in anyway I can. Always dolled up in makeup and high heels and long nails, sucking him off everyday and just being his good girl, his living sex doll.

Guess I kind of have this weird fantasy of being like a tradwife of some sort. Love the idea that my husband would think for me and make our decisions, look after the finances, decide where we go. I just have to look after the house and please him in every way I can. It would be weirdly freeing to not have to worry about making decisions, and I find the idea of being a submissive wife kind of romantic.

The truth is I've never really been comfortable being a guy, or being with women. Actually still a virgin lol. The most sexual thing I've done is suck a cock, if a man did own me I'd probably remain pussy free forever.

If any guys want to chat about any of this it could be fun

Everyone thinks I'm a straight guy (or at least *I* think they think that, not sure if anyone thinks otherwise), but honestly every single sexual fantasy I have is about being owned by a guy, being feminized and turned into his full time sissy bimbo girlfriend.

I don't even daydream about being with women anymore, it just doesn't excite me at all, can barely imagine how I could function in that sort of relationship. But being with a confident, teasing guy who takes control and makes me feel ditzy and sexy and owned is something I can picture vividly.

It's like I dream about having my whole life and existence taken over so I'm just living to please him in anyway I can. Always dolled up in makeup and high heels and long nails, sucking him off everyday and just being his good girl, his living sex doll.

That's my confession.

If any guys want to chat about it it could be fun, or anyone really

I'm 43 now but in my younger days I went through a period of using hypnosis and brainwashing mp3s. Would listen to them most days.

At the time I used to think they didn't really have much effect, though I found them an incredible turn on. Sometimes I'd get into a trance state and everything else would just disappear and it was so incredibly erotic.

My favourite files were ones that encouraged bimbofication. There was one, MsJ Bimbo that was like a precursor to the fairly well known (at least amongst sissies) Bambi Sleep that was incredible as it suggested that as my mind was filled with bimbo it would push my old interests and hobbies out of my mind. It also really suggested having a desperate need for a boyfriend. Other files were similar.

And at the time I didn't think they had any lasting effects but honestly I'm not so sure. The triggers never really embedded as promised, but now I find myself daydreaming about having a masculine boyfriend who owns me and turns me into his bimbo fuck doll. I imagine giving up my current interests to just be a ditzy bimbo sex toy. Occasionally even catch myself looking at men in films or even on the street and feeling arousal when I see how strong they are.

So maybe they did have an effect after all.

As ever would love to chat, especially with any guys out there