I was a virgin until last week, and I want to say thank you talaga to the girl who let me experience the wonders of sex for the first time. We connected through our local subreddit.
She posted that she wanted to destress and specifically wanted someone to go down on her. Nag-shoot ako ng shot and PM'd her. I was honest na virgin pa ako, but I was very willing to do it. Medyo doubtful siya at first, but I assured her that I was telling the truth. Fast forward to Monday, we finally met up and went to an inn. It was a day of firsts for me: meeting a hookup, buying condoms, and navigating intimacy with a stranger.
Then yun, nangyari na. Pero technically, virgin pa rin ako since I wasn't able to penetrate her. I went limp dahil sobrang tense at nervous ko. Kaya instead of PIV, we stuck to kissing, BJs, and me eating her out. Despite the hiccup, it was still a very hot experience. She’s very gorgeous and sweet, and her moans made everything so much better.
Ang naging problema lang, nagpakagago ako a few days later. I messaged her wanting to meet up again, kaso nagkataon na may period siya. Naging makulit ako at araw-araw ko siyang tinatanong kung tapos na ba ang period niya. Naturally, nainis siya, and now nahihiya na akong mag-chat sa kanya first.
Kaya I’m posting this here to appreciate her and to publicly apologize, kahit nag-sorry na ako sa kanya through our messaging app.
Sorry talaga, miss. I miss the intimacy, and I would love to go down on you again. My first time might have been a bit of a failure, but it was incredibly fun dahil na-experience ko finally ang mga bagay na na-miss ko in life. I am very sorry for letting my horniness do the talking and not considering your period or your mood. Kahit hindi na tayo mag-meet ulit, I sincerely want to say thank you.
I hope you get to read this.