I've always been fascinated by the Nazis throughout my life but recently developed a fetish for them. I used to be religiously Jewish when I was younger, though it was pretty casual, and I didn't pick up much from the religion. I'm only half Jewish from my mother's side, and now it doesn't really feel like enough to be degraded by a Nazi since I'm not religious anymore.
I used to talk to a lot of neo-nazis and would let them call me derogatory terms like kike. At the time, I didn't consider myself to have a Nazi fetish, but I still enjoyed the humiliation. In the past couple of months, though I've been non-stop getting off to the thought of a Nazi man seeing me as some sort of "exception" since I'm barley Jewish yet still shaming me for it. I miss having people who would constantly degrade me for being a Jew and I want that again.