Keppra rage in marriage
So my husband has had 2 seizure and ended up on Keppra. He saw his neurologist and asked to stay on it because he's scared to have another seizure. The problem is, the rage he gets is usually aimed towards me. He blames me and says im the stress that caused his seizures. We have been together for 16 years and have 3 kids. Our kids see his mood changes and everything. I have been struggling recently due to no physical contact in bed with him. I decided to buy some toys, but he gets mad about them. I've expressed my need to be touched again but he just ignored me and tells me its the keppra. I tried to ask about different meds when we went to see his neurologist but he wanted the keppra. Today is mother's day and I've been dealing with an excruciatingly bad toothache thats been lasting for 2 days. I've been crying due to the pain, but he has no feelings as he's mentioned to me multiple times now. All we did for mothers day was stay in the room and he went to sleep. He woke up angry at me for him having a hard time sleeping due to me watching a movie. Then he was mad at me because he couldn't talk to his mom on the phone. He didnt celebrate me today at all. We ended up in a little argument when I expressed a little about how I was feeling. Then he exploded and chased me out of the apartment calling me the worst wife in his life and to get out and get away from him. So now here I am writing this post after walking from our apartment to a nearby golf course. I wanted to cry the whole way here but too many cars passing by me. I will stay here til its dark I guess. Idk where else to go. Im scared if I go home he will yell at me again. I get into a panic when he yells and almost completely break down. Idk what to do