u/Elarineth25

I married a much older woman at 18 years old, it hasn't been the easiest 20 years, but i thought this is what love was. I thought love meant changing for the other, compromising, but i didn't think it would be this hard, it shouldn't be this one-sided, i don't think you're supposed to wake up hollow every morning, but what do i know? This is all I've ever known.

I have felt so alone for so long, i want to experience connection again, i want to know what it's like to not have my affection shamed and dismissed.

I need to experience "normal".