u/Elegant-Elk-5440

We started just using adderal. Then he got meth presses and convinced me to try them. Hes a previous meth addict. Graduated from pressies to actual crystal. We only eat and snort it but, it’s fucking ruining my mental health. I don’t know if I can stay in this relationship and get clean, even though I know he wants to stop too and tries to limit how much I use it whenever I beg him to let me redose. I’m just exhausted. The passion and connection feels like it’s gone. I got sober from alcohol a year ago, almost to the day but god I’d rather go back to being an alcoholic than be addicted to meth, I swear to god.