u/ElizaKeziah

So quick back ground. I’m a genderfucking genderfluid queer pan sexual homoromantic, but 98% of the time I’m pretty much a trans fem lesbian. I came out in 2016 and have been on HRT since 2017

When I came out as trans it was under the old WPATH guidelines and was encouraged to live life as a bi/gay cis man, then had to be out and “female presenting” for a few months before I could get HRT. Tbh getting to irresponsibly party and hook up with queer men was fun but didn’t help the dysphoria and made it worse in some ways.

I’m very active in my local queer community with mutual aid and have only fallen in love with other queer trans folks despite all the cis men I’ve hooked up with. I’ve never had a boyfriend, and have t4t tattooed on one of my wrists

Now to the fantasy/confession: one, and probably the strongest gender/sexuality play ideas that excites me is actually your typical lesbian conversion by a straight cis guy.

The idea of a cis het guy telling me “I’m going to fix all those sapphic attraction and make you a real woman without all these pronouns and your going to love it”

Not only does the sex aspect turn me on, but the idea of him making me were only pretty feminine dresses and skirts, demanding I get up early and do my make up for him so I’m pretty when he wakes up. Having to quit my job and stay at home to do all his domestic labor for him, and being a free use house wife as he tells me “that’s were real women belong, living to serve and pleasure men” only getting to go out with his friends and their wives.

Also coming to eventually love it, and totally dive into my new life. Constantly talking about how thankful I am for my husband showing me my true place. Going out of my way to serve him in any imaginable way and taking joy from it, and becoming insistent of always dressing up as femmine and pretty as I can every day

Obviously this is all fantasy, I wouldn’t give up my trans girlfriend and giant queer gender fucked polycule for the world, but it still turns me on so much to think of a man forcing me to be a girly girl house wife that meets all the fucked up patriarchal standards placed on cis women.

Anyways thanks for reading and if you want to talk more about this/role play feel free to hit me up

As far as stims go, I really only do my prescribed adderall at varying doses, energy drinks, and cigs (gonna try to quit soon) However about once, or twice a month a friend and I will get a gram for a special event like a queer dance party or something, and blow (hah) through the whole bag in one night.

My favorite show of all time is “The Knick” (I promise this is relevant) about a hospital in 1900 and primarily focuses on a surgeon who is just constantly injecting tons of coke (cause you could just buy it back then, or just take it from the hospital you work at)

Anyways there is a scene where he’s fucking, and pours some of the cocaine solution he would normally shoot, on his dick and fucks this girl.

You see where this is going right.

Me and a friend decide to grab a gram or two and go out to a queer kinky dance party (we are both trans women btw) We have a good time and head back to her place.

She’s gorgeous, and around 6’3” to my 5’7” and she has an incredibly big dick and that girl knows how to use it. I’m a hopeless bottom like most dolls are, and absolutely in heaven as we rotate between bowls coke gin and her fucking my throat.

At one point she’s fucking my ass, and remembers the episodes of The Knick I showed her before and how I wanted to do that scene, even though I didn’t think it would work.

Well boi fucking howdy did it work.

So she mixes some coke into a little bit of water based lube then fucked me like she was as trying to get me pregnant. It burned a little going in but then I was in heaven, rolling on seemingly endless waves of orgasm after orgasm. I couldn’t tell which orgasms were from her touching my dick, or fucking the shit out of my prostate. It was this surreal overwhelmingly blissful state where I felt like I was no longer on earth and I’ve vacated my body, but simultaneously being so aware of how good every part of my body felt.

So yea there’s my story, I hope y’all enjoyed reading it, and I hope you all find an awesome trans girl (or whatever your preference is) to absolutely rail the shit out of you and while their dick is covered in cocaine. 10/10 would recommend