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So. Bambi kinda is taking a break.

Bambi was doing good but then she has morning streams on Monday and Tuesday and woke up late so she didn't have time to listen.

OS kinda has this problem where if they break a schedule they kinda just stop. Like. OS has dropped several live service games just because they missed a day or some event, even after weeks of time investment. It's a miracle OS is still streaming.

Anyway OS is busy out of town all next week so Bambi is going to try to come back the following week. Streaming on pause as well.

OS also sometimes gets overwhelmed by the attention. But won't delete account. Don't worry. This account is kept separate so Bambi can be as naughty as she wants, though she should turn off email notifications.

Anyway byee! See you next time!

Bambi made up for yesterday. She listened to day 4 last night and as punishment for failing to listen last morning, Bambi listened to day 5 twice.

Like always, um Bambi doesn't remember actually listening. Again in the past she knows what's in the files, but Bambi just cannot remember what exactly happened. Bambi was horny after though. Bambi needs to put herself back in her cage.

Bambi still doesn't get triggered yet, at least she doesn't think so. But listening is fun so she has no problem continuing to listen.

A little about Bambi and her interests. Bambi likes playing games. But what brought Bambi to Bambi stuff is her love for transformation. Bambi has always had a fascination with transformation content both mental and physical and like Bambi sleep is an outlet for that. Bambi sleep just like wants to make Bambi dumber and girlier and funner and that's like totally ok.

Ok. That's all today. Send Bambi messages and she will be forced to reply. And if she breaks her Bambi persona be sure to remind Bambi how totally dumb and happy she is.

Byeee!

Day 4! Hii!

Little late on this one. OS was busy this morning.

Bambi didn't get a chance to listen yet today. She will have to do it tonight.

Bambi does not really have much for today. Sorry.

Bambi needs to be honest. Bambi is still figuring out her uniform. Bambi just can't pick anything that she doesn't want to wear other times. Bambi thinks she needs something really Bambi specific. Bambi needs some pink too. Bambi kinda likes the idea given to her of a pink scrunchie or hair tie, but she needs to get one.

OS is still streaming every night. Bambi also looked into various sites where she might be able to openly stream but most require ID verification and Bambi does not feel ready for that just yet. Maybe in the future, hehe. You all could trigger Bambi while she plays and see, or at least hear, her reaction in real time. No cam tho still.

Ok that's all for now. Bambi will be sure to listen later. And Bambi will be sure to reply to all comments like always. Have fun!

Hii.

Ok. So Bambi finished starter plan day 3. And also someone told Bambi to listen to the dumb down doll file so she did. Twice actually. Bambi doesn't remember tho. Remember to send more to Bambi. She will add it to her daily session next day.

You know what's weird. Bambi is not actually Bambi. But OS is surprisingly capable of slipping into a fake Bambi persona. Technically OS already does that. Ella is all kept separate so like it's not that hard, hehe, to just adopt a dif personality for a bit.

Triggers don't really work, yet hehe, but they do make OS horny.

OS likes to think they're pretty, well they are, but like pretty smart. So they think it would be fun to be dumb. Bambi agrees. OS brain is constantly running and it stresses them out sometimes. Bambi thinks OS could use some slowing down, hehe.

The offer to mess with OS while streaming remains indefinitely. Just send Bambi triggers or anything from 11:30 pm to 3 am ET.

And remember. Bambi has ruled that she must reply to every comment no matter how dumb she sounds. So take advantage of that. Hehe.

Also Bambi has been practicing giggling in private. It's like so fun, hehe.

Fun fact. Good girl can be abbreviated as gg. Bambi plays games. People say gg a lot. Hehe.

Ok Buh bye!

Bambi has not quit yet. Bet you thought Bambi would just disappear.

Anyway. Bambi. Finished starter plan day 2 this morning. Didn't fall asleep. Just listened. No distractions. And um. Bambi does not remember. Like Bambi remembers what the file normally contains but Bambi just does not remember that chuck of time. Hehe.

Anyway. A few people bothered OS while streaming. That was fun. OS does not respond to triggers yet but does get horny. Feel free to keep it up. Any night.

Bambi got sent a fun vid yesterday and made sure to watch it. Cock suck encouragement or something. Not sure she needs it. Bambi is bi and already likes cock but it was fun anyway. Thanks!

Ok. Bambi messed up. Bambi has an alt discord account. She has a program there that bimbofies her text and punishes her if her words are longer than 6 characters. It just ends on the word and the rest is changed to "uuhh long words hard hehehe" or something like that. Also adds a lot of like totally, and uhh. And giggles throughout.

Now normally this program only runs on Bambis alt. Bambi had to set it up with a bot to target that specific account. But something went wrong? And the program activated on her main when she was talking to a friend. Like so embarrassing. She quickly deleted the text, but what if they saw the notification? OS just played it off as some prank program he forgot. Bambi lucked out and didn't unintentionally use longer words in the message. That would have been mortifying.

Ok that's the end for today. Bambi will be sure to respond to every message no matter how dumb she sounds, Just agreeing with everyone needlessly. And feel free to keep messing with OS at night from 11:30 pm to 3 am ET. Eventually Bambi is sure a trigger will work. Hehehe.

Buh Bye!

Fake it till you make it, right?

From now on I will refer to myself here as Bambi. Or BambiElla

Bambi is starting fresh. She just listened to day 1 of the Starter training plan.

Taking someone else's advice, Bambi will listen to any hypno that she is sent. Either today or during her daily listening in the morning

Bambis personal rule for these posts. Bambi must reply to every comment here. Even if she doesn't have much to add, that just makes her look more silly, right?

Bambi knows this is bad idea, but her regular self streams every night on twitch from 11:30 pm to 3 am ET. This is the perfect time to send random triggers to Bambi. Like no one will know right?.

Ok. Journal time. So like, Bambi reactivated her Grindr account and totally matched up with a man there. Dates in a week, but she decided to reveal some things. He was more open to hypno and bimbo stuff than Bambi expected. Has no problem with Bambi not being a girl yet, and even likes Bambis cage. Bambi is like just totally falling for him.

Anyway thanks. Leave your comments for Bambi. She will get to them in a timely manner. Bye-bye!

No link. But send Bambi triggers to disrupt her please.

Firstly. I'm going to try to make 1 post on here every day. I don't know what. Just a post.

Secondly. I'm going to ensure I find time to listen to an hour of hypno with 0 distractions every day. Probably when I wake up.

Any other habits you think might help?

I'm streaming something tonight. Won't be streaming here but if anyone wants to send me fun triggers my notifications will be on. Or anything else. I'll be sure to reply to you

I know I just made a post but dif topic.

I just got out of a relationship and told myself I wouldn't seek anything else out again.

But then something compelled me to open the app (Grindr for me, it's unhealthy in my opinion tho), after like 3 weeks and now I keep agreeing to hookups that I really probably shouldn't. Not like safety concerns or anything. Not that dumb. But just I don't need this. Why am I there. And then suddenly I've got a date scheduled a week later as I fall so easily to these men with a bit of praise.

So um. I don't think I'm very good at being dumb.

But I do find myself giggling but it feels forced. Happy tho.

But like, I don't think I'd ever do it in front of someone. Its just too embarrassing I guess.