Trauma sharing time for my favorite group of degens
I was working a job at a restaurant and had this regular customer who always wanted to sit in my section. He was a nice guy. Average every day human looking person. I'd flirt for tips and he was nice and tipped well. Started off as just another day at work, I worked my shift then I went to the parking lot.
I would always park in the back near this wooded area, so after I could go back there and smoke some weed and unwind before I went home, I liked smoking in nature. I get to my car and I'm grinding up some weed and see someone coming out of the woods. I started my car and was going to just go home, but I saw it was the customer. In hindsight I should have gone home.
When I saw it was him I let my guard down and we chatted for a bit. After awhile he started to get amped up and couldnt stop pacing back and forth. Finally he tells me he has a gun and I need to follow him into the woods. I look around and see nobody. I tell him ok, I have no idea this is about me and I just want to try to deescalate him.
I walk ahead of him and when we get a ways in he pushed me to the ground. I go to get up but he tells me to stay on the ground. Im panicked and tell him that Ill do whatever he says to just relax. He tells me to take off my shoes and pants , at this point I know what is about to happen and I start to do it slowly and hopes that he will come to his senses. But then he grabs me by the hair and yanks me off the ground and tells me to hurry up then pushes me back down. I take off my shoes and jeans. He orders me to get into doggy position on the ground and I do it.
Soon he is over me and he rips my panties off and starts fucking me. Im just taking it hoping it will all be over quickly. He is not saying anything and it feels so quiet, then he grabs a hand full of my hair and pulls my head back. He starts telling me Im sexy and how good the sex feels. I lost all track of time but at some point he cums and I think it is over.
Im looking for my clothes and he tells me to stop moving, it's quiet again for what feels like forever. Finally he walks over to me and tells me to start giving him head. At this point he shows me the gun he has. Now I am just in survival mode so I start giving him head. He stops me and tells me to get back into doggy position. I do it. I am expecting him to fuck me again but this time he shoves his dick in my ass. I couldnt help but scream and he pushes me into the dirt and is laying on top of me fucking me in the ass. After he cums he just stays on top of me for awhile. Then he gets up and I am laying there. He tells me to roll over but I dont do it. Then he kicks me in the ribs almost knocking the wind out of me and tells me to roll over again. So I roll over and I feel water hitting my face, it's not water he was peeing on me.
My eyes were shut the whole time he peed and I cant remember ever hearing him leave, but when I opened my eyes he was gone. I laid there not moving for so fucking long thinking he was lying in wait for me to move so he could attack me or rape me again.
I eventually grabbed my shoes IDK why that's all I grabbed forgetting my pants and underwear and ran to my car and drove home.
Think I want to rape bait this weekend, girlfriend is busy with things and I want to go out alone and see if something happens.