lonely
doing sex work i’ve always understood it was going to be difficult for me to date which i didn’t care about. it’s hard for me to keep romantic relationships so i’ve given up on dating and focused on my money and craft. it’s been a full year that i’ve been doing sex work and it’s starting to get harder to push down that loneliness feeling…
I live in ATL and it’s not like it’s hard to find a man it’s just I’m so jaded from sex work i can’t see past it. in ATL it’s common for men to pay for sex..when i see men outside of work im still working..they are either married and can’t do a relationship but will take care of me no emotional depth…divorced and busy and don’t have time for me but will give me money…single men end up paying me and multiple girls for dates and sex…none want anything deeper and it’s hard because i crave for someone,anyone to listen to me and care about me deeply..i know it’s ironic but it’s my truth
my friend does sex work too but her bf doesn’t know and he takes care of her to where she doesn’t even need to do it giving her $5k a week almost and i know it shouldn’t but it just makes me so depressed because that’s all i want forget the money but to have a man care that much about you and love you..idk it messes w me i hope im not alone