This setting is rewiring my brain
Alright so I only discovered HDG a few weeks ago and have since binged:
Wellness Check
Sleepy Bitch
No Gods, No Masters
The Floret in the Mirror
Good Sensory
Through the Looking Glass
Most of Divaricated(it's so long)
The original HDG
And just finished Milk and Cookies
And I think it has genuinely floret brained me. Like, I dream about the Compact coming and living in a world with no more worries and then wake up disappointed to see reality.
But it really has come to a head the last couple days as I've kind of forgotten that normal people have no idea wtf I'm talking about when I accidentally mention needing Class As and Es to fix me.
And tonight I was in call with a friend who was cleaning his room and assembling a desk. He said that "This is why I prefer non-human races, I feel limited with just two hands. More would be so useful"
Without a second thought at all, I just said, "Your Affini can help with that, you know?"
And then had to scramble to change the subject and then try to scrub that particular slip up from my memory, which has, as yet, failed.
I feel like it's hit me so fast out of nowhere and now all I can think about is having my brain shut off and cuddling with my Affini or Pinnate. Like, I genuinely have felt dumber the past week or so.
Any advice on how to un-flort a brain or to actually expell these feelings somehow? I feel like I'm slipping into an unknown space and it's kinda scary.
I also kinda started prog this week so double scared of/secretly anticipating the mental changes
Tthank you seeds