u/Forsaken_Ninja_2236

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Hey, i have some things on my mind and want to tell you about it

So I got into Porn when i was 15 and since the start i always was into BDSM and Bondage stuff and always though how hot it would be dominate a women. I think i masturbated to this stuff every day until i was 18. Then i somehow saw some porn with sissys and transwomen and found it unbelivable hot. About half a year later i was only jerking to sissy porn and sissyhypno atleast once a day.. And when i was 19 i took the first step and tried on the panties of my mother and OH MY GOD. IT WAS FUCKING HOT. Since that day i wore the lingerie and panties of my mother almost everytime i was home alone and jerked off in them. Not long after i ordered my first toys a plug, a dildo and some lingerie. Since then i order some more and got now a pretty big collection. But since 1.5 half years I got a girlfriend and since then i stopped with everything and just jerked of sometimes but i did not throw my collection away. We moved in 4 mounths ago and now my girlfriend went on a work trip to kanada for to weeks and i saw that as an opportunity to have some fun again.

I am alone in our apartment since 4 days and i think i fucked my boypussy aleast 4 times a day and i am caged 24/7 since 3 day. I also only sleep with sissy brainwash in both ears and to top it I ordered the lovesens mini fuck machine. I feel the best and think every second of big cocks and what would happen if i go to my neigboar in my high heels with stockings, pink panties over my micro cage and with a big plug in my ass.

But i also am scared that i feel to deep in the hole and what will happen when my girlfriend comes back.

I am sorry that the text got a little confusing but i hope soneone can help me and give some advice on what to do.

Hey, i have some things on my mind and want to tell you about it

So I got into Porn when i was 15 and since the start i always was into BDSM and Bondage stuff and always though how hot it would be dominate a women. I think i masturbated to this stuff every day until i was 18. Then i somehow saw some porn with sissys and transwomen and found it unbelivable hot. About half a year later i was only jerking to sissy porn and sissyhypno atleast once a day.. And when i was 19 i took the first step and tried on the panties of my mother and OH MY GOD. IT WAS FUCKING HOT. Since that day i wore the lingerie and panties of my mother almost everytime i was home alone and jerked off in them. Not long after i ordered my first toys a plug, a dildo and some lingerie. Since then i order some more and got now a pretty big collection. But since 1.5 half years I got a girlfriend and since then i stopped with everything and just jerked of sometimes but i did not throw my collection away. We moved in 4 mounths ago and now my girlfriend went on a work trip to kanada for to weeks and i saw that as an opportunity to have some fun again.

I am alone in our apartment since 4 days and i think i fucked my boypussy aleast 4 times a day and i am caged 24/7 since 3 day. I also only sleep with sissy brainwash in both ears and to top it I ordered the lovesens mini fuck machine. I feel the best and think every second of big cocks and what would happen if i go to my neigboar in my high heels with stockings, pink panties over my micro cage and with a big plug in my ass.

But i also am scared that i feel to deep in the hole and what will happen when my girlfriend comes back.

I am sorry that the text got a little confusing but i hope soneone can help me and give some advice on what to do.

Hey, i started to get into feminization and sissy stuff i think 1 year a go but was most of the time just jerking and fingering my boypussy but now i bought some toys like a cage, dildos and sexy stuff to wear and have 2 weeks and a house to myself. So i wanted to ask if someone has any ideas what i should to or try out.

Thank you in advance and sry for any spelling fails.