u/Geekwiththeheat

Im a 33yr old male and I was on a good one last week 6 to 8 times a day of ungodly self relieving activities. I finally woke up one day and regained control over myself. I don’t have a mommy anymore and get possessed with anger and feel the need to lash out by not being a good boy and masturbating to soothe me. I went over a week without doing anything. I haven’t been this disciplined in so long!! I feel so much shame for having such a throbbing desire to get on my knees and kiss this mommy’s womb, and I’m tormented every week with the fantasy of her. When she looks at me and slowly runs her fingers thru her hair as she speaks, I can almost taste her words from across the room. I crave wanting to serve and worship her tight flesh and be the big boy who makes her leak and command my services. I touched him last night and I feel so guilty because I was doing so good. But I look at her pictures and I fucking lose myself. . I can’t deny my orgasm when it comes to her. It’s like she’s whispering in my ear, “cum for me big boy”. I wasted my cum and I feel guilt. I want to wrap mommy’s silky dark hair around the palm of my hand and and let her use my nut as chapstick. I’m such a sick boy

Im a 33yr old male and the vast majority of my relationships I’ve been a devoted Dom. That being said, I have this kinky weakness…this craving and desire to be mommy’s favorite boy. The whole nine! “Are you gonna be a good boy for mommy..good boy…mommy is going to punish you and keep her pussy to herself” etc… do any of you Doms incorporate this role play with your subs, and if so do you mind sharing your experiences. Do you allow your sub to be dominant in this role play, and how much control do you allow? I personally dont like it with just anyone, so it’s something I omit in contracts since it’s not an obligation. But when I desire a woman and to have this kind of role play with her, any suggestions in the future for how to approach them with this? I’ve only expressed this kink to one woman and done it with one. It was an amazing experience sexually and I crave it now, but I’ll never be with that person again. They were too toxic and in the end she used this kink to embarrass me.