Hello everyone,
for quite some time I have been interested in BDSM and dominance in relationships in general. However apart from short experiments in previous relationships I have never had the chance to really try it out. I want to change this now!
What recently rekindled this interested was an (admittedly maybe too deep) dive into the rabbit hole of the Internet. I stumbled upon (but did not yet explore it!) forced goonette training hypno, porn/sex addiction and mind manipulation and mind melting. And I have to say I'm hooked. Would love to have someone turn my head like that, preferably CNC like.
I love in Germany, am 28 years old, about 1.71 cm tall and unfortunately weigh 74 kg. I didn't find my motivation last winter. I used to go the the gym and do yoga fairly regularly in the past but unfortunately lost my routine. I have blue eyes, and naturally light brown hair but colored it a bit red recently. I love to read, hike, play videos games, hangout with friends and honestly can get excited for just about everything.
What I am looking for is something long term, but without the obligation to write each other constantly. I have a full time job, so my time is unfortunately limited. While I would enjoy writing even when at work, I can't guarantee it and need someone who won't mind not writing for days at a time if necessary. I would love to get tasks and rules that I can do once I find time for it. I want to make sure to make it extra clear: I won't be on my phone all the time or do tasks like "say hello every morning"! My time is valuable.
I am and have always been an extremely curious person, thus it is hard to define my kinks. I am definitely interested in humiliation, edging, bondage but honestly there is just soo much more that I would like to explore. You can probably make me interested in almost everything and I like getting pushed. I am into humiliation and obedience in general. I am also very happy to experiment and am a naturally very curious and inquisitive person. As such I love making new experiences and learn. One particular fantasy is getting trained to serve my master or mistress better. not having or even being allowed to decide for myself but simply obeying with long term goal in my doms mind.
As for my limits, I won't do anything illegal, anything too public or anything leaving lasting marks. Additionally I am very proud of my job and "real life" that I have built up and won't do anything to risk harming it. this includes sending pics, videos etc. neither with nor without face. Please refrain from repeatedly asking wheather this holds true or not. I write this here so clearly to not waste anyone's time.
If you read this far and are interested, I'd be very happy to hear from you :)