u/Glum-Estate972

I’m likely too young for you and perhaps too timid, so maybe it’s best I dream and tell you about it…. I’d like to find you in a full market, strolling in our small, old town. I’d step to you, slowly, calmly and safe-like. You see my my confidence demeanor. Between us, it’s startling and inappropriate, but nobody bats and eyes. You’re invisible to everyone, but not me. I’d like you to dream too, that I step even closing. My broad shoulders loom over you and eclipse the fading summer sun behind me. The moment is tense, as if ready to snap, like the chords of a creaking and cracking violin. Finally, I bend down and touch a finger to your chin. Slowly, softly, and then surely, the moments fades from intense to an immutable fact. As I raise your chin and look into your beautiful eyes, do you snap away? Tell me that your heart would race.

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I’m 24M in EST, New York area. I’m 6’2” and I’m fairly handsome. I might not go to the gym as often as I’d like, but I’ve been assaulted enough that I conform to most women’s standards.

I’m looking for a consistent partner to be come friends and chat. I’m a switch who swings wildly either way, but I find myself enjoying and seeking dominance most of the time.

I’m sitting in my desk chair, daydreaming about finding a FWB or safe place to be perverse. I saw a post about a woman who was looking for something similar. I want to grab a woman’s hair and force her to fall in love with the stench of my cock. I want to say cock, grool, and squirt, without being judged. It would be awesome to do this without looking down on myself. I’d like to talk with a woman who feels safe telling me she’s cumming as we talk. I’d like to giggle as she whines and kicks her feeling telling me how badly she needs to be dicked down. Do you need to be gang banged or worshipped? Go get it.

And, I would dick her down if she asked. That’s what I want to do.

I also would step away and leave her boundaries alone as well. Hopefully, the conversation would grow so that I could learn about her boundaries.

What are you doing? What would say if I told you my dick was in my hand? I’ve only ever typed that out once before. I’m staring at it think I’m going to be groaning in the morning, but this is an anonymous profile. I’d like to type this again. I’d like to go down the rabbit hole and type the most perverse things I could think of. Id like to find someone who would enjoy and do the same.

I’d accept, pictures, messages, voice memos and it would be a pleasure. I think I have it in me to enjoy sending those things. I’m looking for a partner who would chat over the long haul until I feel safe and enjoy doing it.

I’m also day dreaming about role play and texting you all the things you’d like to hear.

Now. Tell me exactly what you’re doing? Who are you? What do you look like? Are you even a lady 😂😂

Do you believe I should feel guilty? Am I the stereotypical gross and maladjusted Redditor?

I’ve been thinking recently about finding FWB in my home town. My understanding of that community is that people are really intense, with a lot of experience, or high expectations.

I have a specific desire to find someone a bit more emotionally available than what I imagine is possible. Don’t get me wrong, I want to get off and I want to experiment, and learn, and frankly I’m a pretty strange guy, even though I feel guilty about it. It would be dishonest to hide it. And, I wouldn’t want to be in a place where I’d know she uncomfortable.

But moreso, I need to be hugged. I want to give aftercare, and hold someone through the night instead of just ubering away. There are times when I would wanna hold someone, make out passionately, tongue and all, because I can be safe with that person and we can giggle about getting spit over our faces. I want to get an awkward lap dance then laugh about it. I want to get an amazing lap dance, because she’s safe and feels wanted and not judged. I really want to hold someone from behind, and be safe to explore my hands and grab and stroke along every curve and space.

I want to put a collar on a women, while she begs me to spit in her face. I want to pull that collar while calling her my good girl and hearing her bark, purr, or whimper enthusiastically because she’s safe and it feels good.

I’d like to meet a women who I could get down and give her head until my jaw hurts, where she’d grab my hair and call me a good boy. The she’d look at me and remind me that she doesn’t think less of me for it.

I’d like to meet someone who’d get on their knees or sit and do the same, even if it sucks. I would want to keep going down on each other, because we want to get better and better for each other. I’d like to be complete, depraved, sluts for each other because it’s safe.

I’d like to write smut for a woman about whatever she likes. I’d write about \*h\*o\*r\*s\*e\*s, gang-bangs, or perfect soft core fantasy settings because none of those fantasies are bad. Id like to read to her. I’d like to hold her in my arms, with a hand between her thighs, feeling it drool and pour onto may hand, and feeling her quake, and spit onto my shoulder as she looses control and is safe. I want to hear from her sputtering, exhausted mouth, “Daddy”, before she falls asleep in my arms, with her head on my chest.

I’d like to meet a girl who would write for me. She’d reach into my pants. She would look into my eyes, then stand on her toes, just to whisper the most shocking, depraved, and disgusting words into my ear. I want to stumble, and cough out the word “mommy”, and feel softness, acceptable, patience, and primal lust in her next kiss, because she wants me to say it again and feel safe.

I want a woman to put my head in her lap, and stroke my hair and hold me like in those hentai because I’m just so tired. — I want to hold her, bath her, feed her, and put her to bed, care for her when she can’t care for herself.

I’d like to tell a woman that I NEED to come. I want to tell her I’m desperate and see passion and patience in here eyes.

I want her to come to me, begging, pleading on her knees, clawing at my shirt, because she NEEDS me to fill her and call her my condumpster, angel, princess, and my whore. I want to hear here beg, in tears, “Please, daddy, I NEED it”. Then, I want to give it to her and make her feel like most special person in the world. I want to make her feel like a goddess.

I want to tell her that I NEED to grab her hair, and pin her down, pumping her until my seeds drips out of her ears and corrupts her brain🤣. I want to break her mind until I’ve broken her down to her core. I want her to thank me for it.

I want to take her from behind, because she knows the feeling of my hands and the warmth of my breath. I want to tear her clothes in an open bar and spin her around for the guests watch and see her as the depraved, slut that I see.

I want her to bring her friends for my birthday, because you only live once and she feels whole and safe and unjealous. I want her to want this new experience for me. I want to be soft, exploring her, and elevate to new levels while her friends watch in pure jealousy. I want her friends to see that they could never experience this passion. I want to show them this passion for nights, then never again, because my girl is enough and she knows it.

I want to bring the heat, to show her an experience that girls could only ever read about. I want to help her experience it all, safely, because I want her to feel good and she wants the same for me. And I want to let her be filled in all wholes at a time, because she deserves to feel it if she needs the experience. I want to feel safe, and respected, because we know each other are enough without this.

I want to know each others wants, smells, needs, desires, despirations, fantasies. I want to explore her like nobody has and nobody will.

I so desperately want her to be safe, sitting down, with a bag of toys as I work. I want her to lean on me, sitting in the couch and watch the most depraved things. I want her to play with herself in the most depraved ways. I don’t ever want her to hide this from me, because I want to see it.

I want to sit with her and play with myself. I want her to never be disgusted, and never look away as she wants to be there and see my face as I would want to see hers.

I want to call her and her to call me in our most intimate moments, because we think of each other. I want her to call me or be with me every time, because she wants me to hear as her breath quakes, and she knows the sound of her actions makes me so, incredibly happy.

I want her to take her shirt off everyday as I come home from work, because she knows it makes me happy every time.

I’m fine with CNC, but I dislike the idea of being fearful, abusing, hurting or taking someone who doesn’t want me.

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I want so many things, but I feel so guilty. I feel like I want too much or that I want something that can only be unhealthy. I’m desperate to hold someone and feel their skin against mine all the time. I’d like to find love, but in truth… I’m just so pent up, that I think about these things much more that love recently.

I feel bad for all this and I want to know if I should. What do people think? I want to know what other woman think? Does this sound fine or like I’m asking too much? Is this monstrous because I’m not thinking straight?

I’m 23m, and I don’t really have a kinks or limits. I’d like to role play and like to chat about kinks. I won’t pretend I’m not horny. I don’t want to be creepy or push boundaries, but I’d like to explore and get off. Moreso, I want to make someone else feel good too.

I currently feel shitty because I like to Dom and I like to be needed, but I don’t want to bully anyone or make people do what they don’t want. I wanna know if girls are into guys who just want to nurture and be appreciated. The idea of going down on a woman is exciting, until I think about being disposable, used, or just not being important. I don’t know if there is a name for that.

I think I’m learning that I’m a switch. I want to explore that or just chat about it. There’s a lot of chats here. I don’t think I’m comfortable calling someone “mommy” and I don’t want to be belittled or used. But, I’m curious if I can feel safe exploring stuff like this.

Here’s a writing sample if needed:

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If you were a women at the one side of block, standing by your open door, and you bumped into a reasonable handsome young man. He’s in jeans, a white shirt, and a blazer. His appearance lends an impeccable example of well fitting clothes, making all the difference, but it’s new for him. He may look or feel good, but he knows he hasn’t earned it.

Nobody can make you see it, but his heavy demeanor is there for anyone to notice. As he walks past, he meets ur eyeline, but regulates before you have a chance to return the motion. He offers, “Need help?”.

Does he even know what he’s asking to help with? Does he just need you to move?

He sighs, as this all enters your mind. Frankly, it was a fairly performative sigh. Maybe, even like immature student, or maybe like a homeless \*d\*o\*g\*, begging, that doesn’t mind the shame, because it doesn’t make a difference.

“Pardon”, he adds. “I, uh, gotta get through.”
“Sorry”, he apologizes, qualifying his first interjection.

He gestures, asking to get around you and your door and smiles a quick, flat grin for moment, dismissing himself.

One last time, he pulls a large suitcase over his shoulder, and asks again, “Need help”?

Is there a place to ask for tiddy pics?

I recently had a rough breakup. I’m not ready to do that right now, but I wanna find FWBs for hell of it. Is there a correct way to go about it?