Am I reading too much into it?
So I guess I should start from the very beginning me (m) and my cousin (F) pretty much grew up together the most of our lives our mom’s used to get together almost every day so we would spend a lot of time together I would say around the age of 13 I started really finding myself more and more attracted to her in ways one shouldn’t be but I was able to control myself about the time we were both 18 we kinda started losing touch her having a very jealous boyfriend who is very controlling we still kept in touch over the years but nothing like how we use to be she had a son about 4 years ago (we are now both 26) and her baby daddy just bounce from the picture so these last few years her whole life has involved around her son, well a little over a month ago some of our mutual friends were having an engagement party that we ended up running into each other and started catching up on pretty much everything she had told me it was pretty much her first time out the house in forever and first time out without her son and she just wanted to let loose and forget about her responsibilities just for that one night since my aunt had told her to enjoy the party and to simply live her life, so since I lived just 15 minutes away we agreed we would go drop off the cars get a Lyft back to the party and back to my house after the party to catch up on all the drinking she has pretty much missed out on like I said her ex was super controlling never let her do anything at all so we got back started catching up enjoying our time
Together about the 3rd drink in she was already feeling pretty buzzed now I should mention she’s only about 5’2 5’3 maybe less then 110lbs small petite little thing so maybe around 10pm we had decided to start heading back to my house get some food in us and have a few more drinks there so we got a Lyft back home and we ended up cooking some frozen pizzas I had and a few beers around 1am we had decided it was time to call it a night at this point we’re both on a good one so I was getting the bed ready in the spare room when she asked if we could just sleep in my room of course I agreed so when I walked into my room you can imagine my surprise when I see her getting undressed down to her underwear (dark green thong and bra ) omg I nearly lost control of myself and just wanted to take her right then and there but I didn’t I couldn’t resist I for a hard on that I could not hide and again to my surprise she seen it and said she would have been offended if I didn’t get hard we kinda laughed and got into bed were she quickly made me the little spoon we knocked out right away (that’s right nothing happened) the next morning was pretty normal she woke up took a shower got dressed made us some pancakes and went home afterwords and ever since my mind has been kinda spinning keep asking myself if o blew it was I suppose to do something was I suppose to act on my instincts after I saw her get undressed did o miss my chance been like this for weeks but then yesterday she calls me to ask if we can hang out again that my cousin her sister offered to watch her son for the weekend and she wants to spend it with me
So now my mind is once again running wild thinking does she just wanted to hang out again am I over thinking it or is these her trying for a 2nd time to see maybe something happens this time???
So that’s my situation any advice? What do you think?