u/Hirukichasteboy

Day 7

Like usual I listenned to my files before and after bed but I also listened when I camenback from work because when I have time to think about it I feel so horny it's overwhelming. It's like a very strong feeling of pleasure, arousal and submissive thought. So I listen to the file to just cool down and resistnto the temptation of touching. It feels good after listening to thenfile, like I do that for a propose. Like it is the good thing to do. I always feel si relaxed and at peace after a while when I listened. That feeling if arousal but being at peace with it is so good and addictive. Listening to the file feels so good. Today is the last day of no touch, I'm impatient to go to phase 2 even though I kinda got used to not touching and just ride the arousal. But I'll trust the process you recommended and just touch a little stopping way before the edge not to be tempted too much. I feel so good and energized by my arousal and by being horny. I see all the people here begging desperately for an orgasm and for now I don't feel like begging. I sont say ni to an orgasm but I feel very fine without it for now and being soooo aroused like I am. Is it normal ?

As usual I want to say thank you to anyone for your kind messages and all your encouragement it helps a lot !

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 4 days ago

Day 6

As the others days I listen beforenand after bed. I love that new routine. It makes me so relaxed to sleep and so relaxed to start the day.

I'm noticing so many différent changes now. During the day I can feel two things, I can feel so energized and so fine with it, not even bothered by the no touch feeling like everything is fine and that I love the denialvand the horny feeling. At other times, I feel like my arousal is unberable, like it is killing me and I wish to jerk and to cum so bad ! But everytime I say to myself that I'l not allowes to cum that it'll bé soon out of my control. Both of those things turn me on so much and feed my arousal. I feel proud for being at day 6 and stick to daily listening ! I feel happy ton expérience it and I feel impatient tovend the first 15 days.

I'm starting to leak a lot into my underwear,valways having a wet spot that reminds me that I'm becoming a good victim.

I think like if I force myself with a lot of will I would bé able to cul but I just dont want to because it feels so good to be denied like that and I want to be desperate and beg for an orgasm.

Thank you so much for everyone reading me and telling me that I'm making progress !

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 5 days ago

Day 5

I lidtenned before bed and this morning I woke up so horny, my cock was rock hard begging for some action. But I was determined not to give in and I resisted touching. I listened to the curse still rock hard. Thé file relaxed me do much. It felt so good to just relax and listen. Once thé file ended my hard on was gone. I was still hotny as fuck and so arouded but I was ay piece with it. I still want to cum so bad but I also love the feeling of being so horny and arlused, it's addictive and it feels good. Especially after a listen to the file. I think the file is starting to dive irself to me... I sometimes just randomly think " you dont have permission" and that makes me aware that I might be Well courses already. But I'll still stick to my 15 days plan. I also sometimes feel the urge to ask for permission but it is too soon I guess and I know younll say no either way. Thanks to anyone that reads me everyday and thank you for all the good messages and comment I get. It's helpful to feel the support you give.

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 6 days ago

Day 4

Today I woke up soooo horny. I went straight to listening to the file, it's my routine now and it feels so good to relax with it first in thé morning and to sleep

I'm so horny and want to jerk and cum so badly but deep inside I can't hear myself saying that I don't have permission. It feels so strange because I'm determined to make the file stick and I also want to cum so badly...

I kinda want strongly to ask for permission to cum but at only day 4 I'm pretty sure no one here will Say yes...

3 days of no touch left then what is the next step ?

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 7 days ago

Day 3

I'm starting to get really horny aroused and pent up now... I dont know if it is the file effect or only me.

As yesterday I listened before and after bed, it's starting to get very addictive to have this ritual, going under thé file feels good.

I'm staying on no touch for now but it is very hard to resist masturbating all day. If you have any tips...

Sometimes all I can think about is that I am cursed and that I should test the curse and that I don't have permission to cum.

I think it's starting to work's.. maybe i'm already well cursed, I can't wait to be very well stuck under this curse and at the mercy of this subreddit

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 8 days ago

Day 2

So I listened again before bed and right now on wake up.

I feel like I go under vetter each time like my mind is used by thé file and thé trance like it reels good.

I'm starting to get horny but I won't ask for permission on just day two. I'm trying no touch but it's hard. For now I haven't jerked my cock but sometimes I caught myself gently touching it. I know I have to resist my urges but it's complicated. That file is so arousing and the idea of asking for permission is too. I'll do my best to make the file stick and works well, Inl very determined.

Thank you for reading me on my journey ! Feel free to read my previous days !

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 9 days ago

First listen

Follow up post of : https://www.reddit.com/r/calscurse/s/bMvLIeohVR

I listened again fir the first Time in a very long while. I dont know if it is already working or not. So I'll Say that it is working and that I need permission to orgasm from now on. Just writing this makes me horny 😅.

I'll continue to listen at least twice a day when I can. And will keep you updated.

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 10 days ago

Starting again after a long pause

Hello everyone,

I listenned to this curse a while ago and never made it to stick. I had success with other type of hypnosis like lilith chains of chastity. But I really want cal's curse to stick ! This curse seems very fun to be under.

I already listened as I said a while ago and while I was feeling like I had to ask for permission Icstill had orgasm without it.

This tile I want it to stick and work well. So what should I do. Can someone help me with it ?

For context I'm a gay male, 36yo. Even though I'm gay some female voices works for me like lilith but I had no success to calia's voice. I used the original cal curse file.

Also I probably a but in the adhd side so I had mire success on cal's curse a bit faster than usual.

Looking forward to have more advice or guidance !

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 11 days ago

35 [M4M] sub looking for #Online live bondage master

Hello Sirs

I'm looking for a master that'll give me bondage tasks to perform for him and sometimes on a call or stream for him. I will not show face so I'll be hooded. I'm not used to a lot of things but I'm willing to learn. A plus if you like chastity. I'm looking for online but if you live in south of France we can maybe meet. I have lockable ankle and hand cuff, lockable collar, lockable ballstretcher with anchor point for bondage. I have timed lock to make it not removable after. Let's talk conditions more in private.

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 14 days ago

Hello Sirs

I'm looking for a master that'll give me bondage tasks to perform for him and sometimes on a call or stream for him. I will not show face so I'll be hooded. I'm not used to a lot of things but I'm willing to learn. A plus if you like chastity. I'm looking for online but if you live in south of France we can maybe meet. I have lockable ankle and hand cuff, lockable collar, lockable ballstretcher with anchor point for bondage. I have timed lock to make it not removable after. Let's talk conditions more in private.

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u/Hirukichasteboy — 21 days ago