Day 7
Like usual I listenned to my files before and after bed but I also listened when I camenback from work because when I have time to think about it I feel so horny it's overwhelming. It's like a very strong feeling of pleasure, arousal and submissive thought. So I listen to the file to just cool down and resistnto the temptation of touching. It feels good after listening to thenfile, like I do that for a propose. Like it is the good thing to do. I always feel si relaxed and at peace after a while when I listened. That feeling if arousal but being at peace with it is so good and addictive. Listening to the file feels so good. Today is the last day of no touch, I'm impatient to go to phase 2 even though I kinda got used to not touching and just ride the arousal. But I'll trust the process you recommended and just touch a little stopping way before the edge not to be tempted too much. I feel so good and energized by my arousal and by being horny. I see all the people here begging desperately for an orgasm and for now I don't feel like begging. I sont say ni to an orgasm but I feel very fine without it for now and being soooo aroused like I am. Is it normal ?
As usual I want to say thank you to anyone for your kind messages and all your encouragement it helps a lot !